It would appear that mostly living in one dark room, only using a phone, and only leaving for medical care for 6 years has left me with serious mole woman problems and I don't know what to do.
My physical health is already poor. I still have exhaustion, brain fog, muscle loss, POTs, from COVID, and my lupus isn't doing great.
Now I'm trying to go back into the world and the slightest thing gives me a panic attack.
Online conversation gives me a panic attack. Texts.
How do I fix this...

#COVID Still sick, the antibiotic they gave me seems ineffective. I asked for my old one that seemed to be working and got dark warnings about how broad of a spectrum it is. I've had a sinus migraine for months.
I know I could brew a superbug I react badly to so many antibiotics, and doxy just wasn't cutting it.

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I was better, but 3 days after the antibiotic ran out I am somehow sicker. Dry cough now wet. Messed up GI. I'm just angry at this point.
The doc asked if my sick mom kept to one part of the house, when I laughed and said OCD reorganizing cropduster she burst out with "selfish! irresponsible!" so I like her.