@Lockedbottom we need more meatos. Pre-COVID I’d been talking with a guy to help me jumpstart my partial sub too. Sigh. Need to resume that.

#meatotomy #subincision #CockMod #BodyMod

I hadn’t planned it but I was inspired to clamp my cock this morning. I thought I might be holding up for sex so I stopped, but I’ve been increasingly wanting to resume the extension of my #meatotomy into a partial #subincision. In 2019, I’d been talking with a urologist friend who was wanting to help me do it. But #COVID interrupted that.

I thought I might try using the tie method, but clamping today was sublime. I need to take the next step.

#CockMod #BodyMod

I’ve recently been connecting with the depth of my bottom energy. I’m heavy on #yin. So heavy that some of my fantasies involve having a vagina, and indeed I am slowly embarking on a partial #subincision. Though I didn’t do my #meatotomy with it in mind, I wonder if these are connected.

One guy really got into the symbolism of #breeding and #pregnancy (mine), and I have to admit it was hot. It’s not that I literally want to give birth, but the idea He plants His seed in me that stays and grows is hot.

The idea stuck in my head so I decided to share. I’m curious if other share this desire.

#submission #bottom #CumPig #CumDump

Sounding a meatotomy. Love that gape! #sounding #CockModification #BodyModification #meatotomy

I am honestly wondering how my #sexual interests, kinks, and fetishes are #Autistic special interests. It doesn’t change any of it, but I am honestly curious if I would be as focused on being the sort of #piggy #submissive #faggot I am if I wasn’t Autistic. How many of us are there? 😈 is it part of why I have reduced inhibition to hedonistic pleasures?

#LGBTQ #queer #BDSM #ActuallyAutistic #slut #CumPig #PissPig #masochist #beast #taboo #DadSon #SpecialInterest #BodyModification #meatotomy #subincision #frenectomy

@DieselMcBeef @zero I took my #PA out because I got annoyed it wouldn’t stay stretched. So I cut it open into a #meatotomy, and then did a #frenectomy because I wasn’t happy with it being in the way of eventual #subincision.

But I do miss the metal and think I’d like to get a #ReversePA now. I guess technical it’d be a #apadravya, since the underside of my glans is open now.

I’ve been avoiding taking the next step on my #subincision for too long. I’m partly worried about #bleeding and #healing. I’m going to use the #tie method instead. I used this for my #frenectomy and it worked great! Just have to take smaller steps. I’ll get it started tonight after kid’s down for sleep. It’s time to open up that damn cock cunt sone more. #CockMod #BodyMod #meatotomy #CBT