Been another crappy day where my pain dominated my path, hunger filled my belly, exhaustion filled my mind, I had to re-create a drive for computer, which was exhausting in its own right, I normally run #ubuntustudio on what I use everyday which is an old Alienware, when I say old its the Alienware 18 A15, I got it when someone throw it out because it would not work anymore, well not as a laptop it wont, the power port is worn and if you bump it it powers off, but I have been using it for 3 years now, anyways my other used laptop is a Lenovo T500 but both the drive in it and the screen are pretty much EOL sadly, but I kept that as a winbox for firmware on stuff that needs to update via windows, I have this crappy ASUS FX705DY that was dual boot, but the touch pad went out some time ago so the drive was just sitting, anyways I messed with the touchpad and had to add some double sided tape under it to create more of a cushion and contact, then I went to boot and both os's ended up corrupt somehow, so I spent the day reinstalling Windows 11 onto it and it kept giving me fits, then finally got all my updates for it done, then had to install the software I need on it to do the things I need it to do another few hours, even installed #winamp on it, listening to it now as it plays some #smoothjazz, my eyes are getting really bad, its been hard to hold focus and staring at a screen all day has really been hard, not to mention one minuet everything is to dark, then to bright yada yada yada, anyways via #vivaldi on this #winbox Im just making sure everything is functioning, someday I may have new actual new hardware that I dont have to hugpage together and hope it all works when I need it, but anyways why am I telling you this, well because I beg for help to live everyday, and I just want you to know, I do the best I can with what little I have, sometimes it works, other times not so much, but I am always trying my best with what scraps in life I get, so when I ask for help to live and to eat it is because I need help and I am no stranger to trying to figure it out, just somethings require help that I dont have access to;
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