I started this project 2.5 years ago, before there was ever a bright hope for change in Hungary🇭🇺. It tracks my experience making a serious life change as an expat, filmmaker and author in Budapest.
I started this project 2.5 years ago, before there was ever a bright hope for change in Hungary🇭🇺. It tracks my experience making a serious life change as an expat, filmmaker and author in Budapest.
This is the official intro to the third sub-series of my ongoing Life Unscripted series of personal posts, The Midlife Rebellion: Ageing, Body and Womanhood.
Find all posts in this sub-series here: https://carasutra.com/category/life-unscripted/perimenopause-and-ageing/
Welcome To My Midlife Rebellion
https://carasutra.com/2026/04/welcome-to-my-midlife-rebellion/
Bb Instants 1
Is it #weird I don't like the #fact that I turned 30 a couple years back?
Does anyone have #midlife #crisis #points in their lives anymore?
I still don't #feel I'm over 25.
I #think #age is just a number but the more I'm #forced to prove I'm over 18, the less I feel like I am #confident with the age #bracket I fit into.
And it's not because I would get #specialized #attention or because I don't. But because, I don't want to #remember looking back and #appreciating the #future that feels more #distant than ever now. Especially when considering that I didn't know back then I would have come to #exist as me today.
I #hate #government #reminding me how untrustworthy it thinks I am because of its #algorithmic priorities that are so far above and beyond mine, that it's laughable, totally absurd and absolutely #real sad to say.
I miss my 20 something #self really bad.