Maybe it'd turn out like that when I start talking on my streams but I honestly don't know what to say or talk about cos I wasn't taught how to greet and ask people how their day went or how they're doing. i find it cringe asking people about their lives cos I always assume that even if everyone has their own set of problems, everyone's already doing better than me. I haven't seen anyone in real life "as alone as me".

I also don't like saying what I think or what I can see or hear. I've heard enough "isn't it obvious" or "what do you think I'm doing, idiot" or "why do you always say what's obvious" or "can you stop dictating crap" early in my life that I just stopped talking altogether since I don't remember having a positive experience speaking my mind out.

I also didn't want to attract attention to myself. I don't mind being on the spotlight but I Just wanna move on with my day and my life.

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