Do I feel angry and betrayed that I am currently (?) at one building and I'm the only one working the building tomorrow to do extra stuff? Yes.
Do I realize it's not my or their fault I'm in this current mess? Also, yes.
It must be easy to think in black and white and only see one viewpoint.
It’s really unfortunate how I’m stuck in the hinterland between being too disabled to work but being too abled to get on disability (at least not easily). Dealing with Social Security has been super frustrating and I’m not expecting to get a full hearing or determination any time soon, so in the meantime I could really use some sort of part-time income. Not to mention having things to do that other people care about.
For the last few months I’ve been feeling restless to be doing not-much throughout the day, so I’ve been actively looking for a job. No bites have been occurring. So instead I’ve been working hard on new projects, like the VRChat avatar stuff and also redesigning my website (which I’m close to being able to roll out, incidentally).
New post: fluffy rambles: Days of our Lives https://beesbuzz.biz/blog/8546-Days-of-our-Lives
New post: fluffy rambles: Exit stage left https://beesbuzz.biz/blog/11693-Exit-stage-left
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