Tonight in #therapy we talked about Religious Trauma Syndrome (#RTS). It was a *rough* session. Rough.
I've been going to therapy every week for 3 years now, peeling away layers and digging deep. Tonight my shovel hit something solid: The Church. Specifically, the evangelical church. The source of emotional vacancy in our family.
Grief. Anger. Trauma. Unacknowledged harm on so many levels.
Tonight was rough. Goddamn.
You think we were all born sinners but you could never be capable of racism 🥴
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Recently found out that my former boss has drove away more than a few core congregants from his church. I’m ashamed to say that I felt more than a tiny bit of glee when I heard the news.
He caused me so much pain and anxiety and I know it has to be a knock to his pride…but I genuinely still care for those people and I grieve that they are not being shepherded well.
Recovering from #churchtrauma is a difficult road to walk.