I know I can love. But I feel my definition of love is definitely different than of non ND peeps...
I have loved people that said to love me but in the end they used, abused and gaslighted me. And I didn't notice as I thought some struggles were normal in love. Plus I'd been bullied so much, it was almost nornal to me 😔
I've been single for 4 years now and I feel ik doing better than ever. I'd love a partner, I don't prefer gender, I prefer a person's character and energy. I'm OK alone but some days I miss someone to share things with. And I wonder if I ever find love that will accept my ND treats, love them even perhaps?
I know several NDs who are happily married, I used to be among them. And some days I just wish I could find such a special person again, but then without the bullying...... But don't we almost all long for this?
#Love #Gaslighting #Bullying #BeingSingle