Oh geez, why does it feel like gravity doubled this morning? Oww.
Why did I have such titillating and controversial dreams last night!? I can't possibly pick it apart with my partner. WTF does it mean? :/
Ugh. Out of my fav deodorant, and this back up one is shit. Fuck Lume, it smells rank. Omg, I don't smell like myself. Guess I have to fork it over again for tiny amounts of tolerable deodorant.
Fuck, my sodium intake is really effecting my BP, maybe that's why I feel like shit? Omg am I one of those olds that has to eat carefully now, austere in diet? Fuck!
Bridge toll $8.50, criminal.
Ugh. I smell like someone else. Ew.
Damn I'm tired, thirsty, lonely...
Man,I used to be able to get a cappuccino, and a pastry for less than five bucks. Fuck I really want to stop for coffee and some moral support. Can't, that will up my sodium levels and cost more than the bridge toll. Boo.
Thank god I have a few minutes before work, public facing. I'm not dead or dying. I will survive. I do like people, I swear, I am a good person! Right?
#ADHD #perimenopause #loneliness