I suppose I should show face again.
Another breakdown.
Another few days of wondering why my body seems to be attacking me.
Another day of thinking "Oh shit, this place and the politics.....its almost like old twitter".
Another day of "being an empath is fucking exhausting".
New meds, new hell no reactions, new "I've had enough" feelings.
I have very limited spoons, in the next 2 weeks, I have a hospital appointment and a DWP health assessment appointment, while also dealing with my sons adult disability payment assessment. Doesn't sound much? Yeah. try living in Scotland and dealing with two different benefits systems.
That, my health, the news, it is all just TOO MUCH. I come on here to escape, and there is no escape, no matter the muted words. I physically cannot cope with it. Mentally I am at the end of my tether. I know I will get through though, I always do.
Be safe friends, take care.
( I know some friends are having a really shit time right now, and I am so sorry I just cannot be there for your right now, I love you and want the best for you, be well ).