@jaklumen @Tdorey @actualham @Dan_Blick @fgraver @Autumm I feel we don't talk nearly enough about introversion in networks. I'm the same. My head fills up and I stop thinking. @mahabali has thought about this a bit too.

So I'm really interested in what makes a network hospitable to both introverts and extroverts by design?

@katebowles @jaklumen @Tdorey @actualham @Dan_Blick @fgraver @Autumm
I was thinking about this.
A. What makes any space hospitable for both intro/extroverts?
B. I assume it is not a binary of course but asking ppl at both extremes to share their good/bad experiences and aspirations might be an interesting research project to pursue.
C. I think Autumm was interested in this topic awhile ago.
D. Is introversion a stable preference or contextual one? (and extroversion?)
@mahabali @Tdorey @katebowles @actualham @fgraver @Autumm @jaklumen I love this question. I hope to come back to this with a thoughtful response soon. I'm very interested in this topic.

@Dan_Blick @mahabali @Tdorey @katebowles @actualham @Autumm @jaklumen These are interesting questions. I'm an introvert, fairly shy, and quite familiar with "impostor syndrome". I've learned to live with all these things, but they combine to make me avoid social gatherings with people I don't know well.

Online is different. I can jump in here in a way I would never dream of irl.

@fgraver @Dan_Blick @mahabali @Tdorey @katebowles @actualham @Autumm @jaklumen I find it interesting that sometimes people feel more comfortable online than irl, that those who are more introverted irl might be more extroverted online. I have this tendency myself, and really grabbed onto some open online spaces like a course called #etmooc (where I met @fgraver & @Patlockley) b/c I was able to communicate so much more deeply online than I would ever do w/strangers in person. Why might that be?
@clhendricksbc @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @actualham @fgraver @Autumm @Patlockley @jaklumen I have found this to be true in myself and some others and I don't have a great idea why (beyond @Patlockley's cheeky/probably correct explanation, anyway). Part of it is surely (for me) my great comfort with expressing myself intentionally and completely, in writing, when I've had sufficient processing/revision/time to do so. As an aside, I've moved from 140 chars to 500 and may yet blog (again). :)
@Dan_Blick @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @actualham @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @jaklumen people think i am a bit ferocious online and i put that down to vernaculars i grew up in and now i suspect like txtspk and emoji we've got new ones. There is also much more.scope to be silent online and not be rude
@Patlockley @Tdorey @katebowles @actualham @Dan_Blick @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @jaklumen i am pretty scared of u online, Pat, as I feel if i say anything that is not 100% thought out i may get strongly critiqued. This is not because you are really scary, it is probably on me. And i do not think u ever did anything to me...but i feel like i don't understand most of what ur saying and why because I lack context rather than because it is ferocious. Dunno if that makes sense
I'm trying to imagine @mahabali scared of anything and it's not working. :) @Tdorey @katebowles @actualham @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen

@Dan_Blick @mahabali @Tdorey @katebowles @actualham @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen Having met Pat in person I can vouch that he is as far from scary as you can get (sorry for blowing your cover).

I like that online the mirrors of our selves can have all kinds of curvatures of distortion. We say identity like its a fixed quantity. A student once described for her it was an iris (as in opening) that we change its dimensions in different contexts.

@cogdog @Dan_Blick @mahabali @Tdorey @actualham @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen I find I'm not usually surprised by meeting people offline, beyond "oh, taller than I thought you'd be", or the reverse. I like learning the sound of someone's accent, the pitch of their voice.
@katebowles @cogdog @Dan_Blick @mahabali @Tdorey @actualham @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen after knowing someone well via skype for a year, when we met in person I was greeted with - oh, so you do have feet ;)
@lauraritchie @katebowles @cogdog @Dan_Blick @mahabali @Tdorey @actualham @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen FEET? I'm still getting over that people have voices and faces...
@fgraver @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen what if there was a 'room' where you could be a talking head, ephemeral, don't know how you could or if you would want to log it, extension of the coffee house metaphor, but exploring a different medium than typing? ...just daydreaming here...

@lauraritchie @fgraver @Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen I have colleagues developing this kind of VR environment. I think we're all reflecting on what constitutes MVP: minimum viable presence.

(Yes, I read that College MVP article. I think we do need to keep an eye on the deterioration of some established public roads and the privatisation of others, whatever paths we make by going off-road.)

@katebowles @lauraritchie @Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen Isn't this related to what people were talking about with 2nd life? I never started an account there, but virtual environments for education have always appealed to me. VR could have potential in all kinds of edu. settings, but I also find I am wary of corporate angle, privacy angle, ethical implications, ...

@fgraver @katebowles @lauraritchie @Tdorey @mahabali @actualham @Dan_Blick @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen It's easy to make Second Life, jokes it had many probs.

When I worked at NMC we ran many virtual conferences- ppl stayed much longer between sessions. There was social "presence" you pay attention to proximity to others. Audio volume was spatial, ppl farther away are quieter.

Biggest tell- ppl were physically embarrassed when they accidentally disrobed avatar in public.

@fgraver @katebowles @lauraritchie @Tdorey @mahabali @actualham @Dan_Blick @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen I have loads of old SL stories. Client asked us not to put a virtual snake in virtual river near virtual space the rented from us, they had real fear of snakes.

I participated in HR training role play on discrimination as applicant who gets angry when after being offered job, was told I have to change my non human avatar (I was a dog, doh).

See also https://vimeo.com/1210161

@Patlockley @cogdog @fgraver @katebowles @lauraritchie @mahabali @actualham @Dan_Blick @Autumm @clhendricksbc @jaklumen For me, the most valuable thing about virtual spaces is that I can pop in & out in alignment with real life demands- sometimes for a couple of minutes while cooking supper, sometimes for days. So I like when synchronicity is optional.
@lauraritchie @fgraver @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @Autumm @clhendricksbc @jaklumen google had a 3d chat room thing for a week or two. Perhaps social media needs a people who are here box?
@Patlockley @fgraver @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @Autumm @clhendricksbc @jaklumen I had idea while ago. Wanted to call it sofa 2 stage + would be a repository of different images & places & idea was w/ simple VR headset + 3D camera (I got ThetaS) could develop progressive experiences for ppl to talk, play, perform... & would be great in school. Company got interested & I got worried. Didn't have time to learn code. Someone should develop as open ed resource... :)
@Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen (part 2) I have loads of images & idea is that it would also have the pedagogical framework to go with it - about performance coaching/learning,. I'd love to do it.... just need the tech side. *sigh*
@lauraritchie @katebowles @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen I'd love to hear more about this ideas. I'be got visions of folks dropping in leaving something & some else finding it (not sure that's at all what you have in mind)

@Tdorey @lauraritchie @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen This was my experience of federated wiki -- the asynchronous leaving and finding of tiny idea notes. I was really compelled by this, enough to struggle with the functions given my poor tech skills.

I think it's something to consider here. A slow-moving makerspace of ideas.

Studio.

@Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @Patlockley @jaklumen This is really a reply to @clhendricksbc about branching paths. On a laptop, I like that every new thought in this conversation jumps right back to @actualham's original comment about stepping away and coming back.

It feels as though mastodon comes with a longer memory for a thread once you find it; but harder to find it.

@katebowles @Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @Patlockley @jaklumen That's true, Kate--it does go back there. But I also find that sometimes you get onto a thread and think you're seeing all the replies but actually there are whole other branches you're missing that you might stumble upon sometimes by accident. wouldn't it be cool if there were a way to image those somehow, graphically, & follow them out?
@clhendricksbc @Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @fgraver @Autumm @Patlockley @jaklumen I found that too- there was something that @katebowles said & I saw it as a reboost/share, but hadn't seen the first time round... effort required to read this choose your own adventure, but thoughts shared are so worth it.

@clhendricksbc @Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @Patlockley @jaklumen This is *exactly* the question I went over and over with federated wiki.

If I wrote something, and someone forked it, but then someone else forked it, the branching paths could never find each other again. And after a while I found myself grieving these lost connections.

Is there a way to map the garden of branching paths?

@katebowles @clhendricksbc @Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @Autumm @Patlockley @jaklumen for some reason the phrase "to map the garden of branching paths" sent me right back to my days as a 13-15-y.o. when I played lots of D&D...

But I agree, some sort of map would be useful. I prefer the Mastadon structure to that of G+, for example, following conversations can be challenging.

@Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen An edit function would be useful...

That last sentence should start "*While* I prefer..."

@fgraver edit indeed- strangely on the app my reply goes only to you- I was thinking what if there was a search option that allowed for both a word/phrase and an @ someone - that might help mapping when backtracking

@lauraritchie That's odd. I haven't tried the app yet; I've never acquired the habit of using social media on my phone.

I was thinking about hashtags. It requires discipline on our part, but searching by hash tag is simple, and it will keep all discussions together. Might not always get the first couple of posts, but could be a decent donkey workaround, @mahabali called it :)

@katebowles @clhendricksbc @Tdorey @mahabali @actualham @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @Patlockley @jaklumen

A question is- do you want a system, with algorithms, to make maps for us, or do we do the work to make our own maps?

@cogdog @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen I'd like the chance to develop my own algorithms within a larger public platform, but I wish there were more tools to help those of us without higher-order tech skills do this kind of custom shaping.

@actualham @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen

Not sure what you hope for, but we are born with a technology, wrapped inside a grey electric lump enclosed in a bone carrying case.

From a few days of conversations, experiences at the Open Ed conference, don't we make neural maps of conversations? Do we need every conversation recorded, indexed, to build memories?

#goingOffTheMetaphysicalDeepEnd

@cogdog @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen Honestly, that's an interesting question given some memory loss that plagues me now (no joke). I hadn't actually been thinking about it that way, but I wonder how much the investment I feel in making user-controlled mediated spaces has to do with the deteriorating faith I have in my brain to keep my own ideas/engagements/conversations accessible to me.
@actualham I'm having the same memory loss issue. age-related? it's scary and sad and sometimes makes me look bad.
@clhendricksbc probably menopausal for me maybe? I don't know, but it's pretty debilitating. I worry more about people feeling bad when I forget small interactions or experiences....
@actualham That's what I'm thinking in my case. Frustrating that it's not considered normal to just explain it that was to all. Sometimes I just say, half-jokingly, I'm a woman of a certain age so sorry that my memory is bad at the moment. But then sometimes people seem uncomfortable. I keep thinking I want to normalize what is, after all, normal (even if it sucks sometimes).
@clhendricksbc @actualham Not just women, I think. I notice that my memory is suffering as well; I remember the things that are regularly front-and-centre, but other things are much more fleeting. I wonder if there is such a thing as a capacity limit to memory...
@actualham @fgraver @clhendricksbc I have all the symptoms you describe. It took some adapting to, especially at work. The knockout punch for my memory function was chemo. So this got me thinking about how memory stabilises identity practice. When memory is impaired, identity feels fragile. I had to relearn how to be myself at ease in a less remembered world.
@actualham @fgraver @clhendricksbc I work closely with a student who sustained massive damage to memory function through brain injury. Her struggle in the everyday world has taught me to take nothing for granted about the grey matter (@cogdog).
@katebowles @actualham @fgraver @clhendricksbc I find this hugely intriguing. As a musician there are all sorts of teacher views on memory (& these are private teachers, not lecturers) everything from assuming memorisation is a given, to detailed methods to help people learn. I had both & remember being tested where teacher would set tempo & say go & I play in my mind & he would say STOP & I have to say the note/value/fingering from anywhere in a 30 min work. It takes definite practise to keep
@katebowles @actualham @fgraver @clhendricksbc saying that, I certainly make mistakes - recently had to pay £150 to change an airplane ticket because I got my own son's middle name wrong. :/ ...selective memory retrieval and something to do with perceived importance at that moment? a costly oops, and I have a weakness for not getting names right. numbers, fine. names, not so much

@lauraritchie @katebowles @actualham @clhendricksbc I cannot imagine what it would be like to have a memory imparement; situational memory is very important to me. When I worked in film I was a 1st AD (http://howtofilmschool.com/working-as-a-1st-assistant-director/) where the crew relied on my being able to remember, interpret, and act upon a vast amount of information.

But: remembering that much also means non-immediate things get shoved aside.

@katebowles @actualham @fgraver Yikes, that sounds difficult, having such a knockout punch. I hadn't thought about it before, but yes, now that I do it makes sense--if I feel like I am not remembering as much as I used to, I no longer feel like myself, fully. when my husband says "we talked about his already, in depth" and I forget entirely, I wonder who it was that talked about it b/c it doesn't feel like me.
@fgraver @actualham Argghh...sorry you're experiencing it too, Fredrik. Don't know if there's a capacity limit so much as there is an age limit. I hear it's hormones for women sometimes, at my age; not sure what else can cause it exactly.
@actualham @cogdog @katebowles @mahabali @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen I'be been thinking of taking a fairly manual hack at this... It kinda fits with some of the knowledge generation & social network stuff I've been thinking about. Question: Is there any such thing as a Masotdon database that can be downloaded via API? Or will I need to start with cutting & pasting?
@Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen Very interesting idea. Perhaps if there were API-driven w/ client so that we can auto keep our own local archive of our home timeline or a lens-ed timeline, then we can put a wealth of search, analysis, & graphing tools to work.
@Tdorey the mastodon API is documented here: https://github.com/Gargron/mastodon/wiki/API
And I've put a bit of work into a JavaScript library so far: https://github.com/zatnosk/libodonjs
And if you have any questions - no matter how "dumb" - I'd be happy to support :)
@actualham @cogdog @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen as a person with some of those higher-order tech skills, I'm really interested in building such tools. I really like the idea of mapping conversations, and have been thinking about something similar before.
But if any of you were to have a tool for customizing your view of things, what should it be able to do?
(I'd like to branch this conversation in a techy direction)
@cogdog @katebowles @clhendricksbc @Tdorey @mahabali @actualham @Dan_Blick @fgraver @Autumm @Patlockley @jaklumen I want to make my own maps! (catching up here...., I'm a bit behind!) but I'd like the facility to realise those maps somehow. ...does that just mean I need to do some homework & learn how to do it?
@cogdog @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @actualham @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen Love this. I do wanna harness the power of the robot (algorithms) to do crap I don't wanna do (Wile E. Coyote's breakfast machine) but I wanna be able to see *inside* the robot's guts. ALSO, I really want to make my own bad cartography and share my own maps. -- "A question is- do you want a system, with algorithms, to make maps for us, or do we do the work to make our own maps?"
@Dan_Blick @Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen Oyr own bad cartography is always our own skilled storytelling, with stick drawings. I also love what @cogdog drew, because it was a story that got me thinking about how I'd represent my own tech community journey, how I'd map harbours and solo parts and points of interest and struggles to grow and homes of various kinds.

@Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen There's a map of branching paths that is findable here because we return every time to @actualham's source post but can set out differently. I just want the signposts to be easier to see.

I wanted something like this in fed wiki also. Tracks to follow, away from and back to main branching paths. Look, someone stopped here. Two people walked over there a while.

@katebowles @Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen I love that EVERY SINGLE TIME this wonderful, 4 day-old thread accretes another thoughtful reply and I click through I am eventually greeted by the fantastic @actualham's SMILING FACE and her observation that "conversations are so much more ongoing and in-depth than on Twitter. Lovely, but also harder to pick up mid-stream."

@Dan_Blick @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen

THIS STREAM THOUGH!

How we envision our:
self/selves
other/s
path/s
studio/s
interiority/exteriority (real words?)
connection/s
identity/identities

So rich. Was away for a few days.

Great to be back y'all.

And yes, such deeper convos than on teh twitterz.

Its such an entirely diff space and one that I can see great uses for.

Hope streams always lead back to OP.

@katebowles @Tdorey @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen one of the reasons writers like working with Twine (a free tool for hypertext fiction) is that it lets you view branching paths with a 2D map https://twinery.org/
@Triplefox @Tdorey @katebowles @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen I LOVE Twine for branching storytelling/games; that's a great point @Triplefox! I'd forgotten abuot the 2D mapping capability. What if Twine could slurp up a social (Masotdon) feed via API... Hmmmm :)
@Dan_Blick @Triplefox @Tdorey @katebowles @cogdog @actualham @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen oooh is @Keegan Longwheeler here or John stewart here? They would love this idea
@Dan_Blick @Triplefox @Tdorey @katebowles @cogdog @actualham @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen on it as in coming soon or on it as in on Mastodon? I have maybe 60 or 70 followers i thought i would remember who was here!
@mahabali @Triplefox @Tdorey @katebowles @cogdog @actualham @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen "on it" as in immediately interacted with the tweet on Twitter (I know they are both into Twine). Not sure if they are here on Mastodon or not.

@katebowles @mahabali @cogdog @actualham @Dan_Blick @lauraritchie @fgraver @Autumm @clhendricksbc @Patlockley @jaklumen So time ago Gardner Campbell mentioned wanting something similar for web searching... *Someone* offered some suggestions. I was going to go back through the tweets to see if I could *remember* what tools/ types of visual presentations they had suggested. Also thinking about SNAPP tool. Twine is also on the list now :)

Just need time...And probably better coding skills.. sigh..