I feel this and I hate it

#adhd #memes

Seems like this was the fist post from me which not even got 100 favs but also over 100 boosts 
@RayuDW GG! :o

@SteffoSpieler Thanks  

Vor allem war der Post mega random. Niemals im Leben hätte ich damit gerechnet tbh xD

@RayuDW Shitposts (und random Posts) regieren das Internet. Schon mal von Reddit gehört? Joa.. Basically genau das XD

@SteffoSpieler Ja, auch wieder wahr :D

Wobei ich glaub bei Shitposts echt noch üben muss :D

@RayuDW Really wish I got more god moments tbh.
@flesh Yeah, same here. But I guess they will reach us when the time is right :3
@RayuDW i'm rarely passionate :c

@graphite I feel the same sometimes. Tho, I'm good with not seeing the stuff I made anyways and usually am dependent on others telling me those things. That's counterproductive as well  

But I'm certain there will be something you where you shine with and see how passionate you'll be with that! 

@RayuDW

Son on cars.
Son on schoolwork.

@markstahl This is amazing 🤣

But I do see myself there as well, especially with the schoolwork part xD

@RayuDW

It's just amazing to me how quickly he can ramp up and shut down His enthusiasm depending on the topic at hand.

@RayuDW Wait, this is how it's supposed to be.
I would hate it if I was never passionate about anything.
@sonic81 Yeah, that's also true. Finding things one's passionate about can be a pain tho 😅
@RayuDW I am in this post and I hate it

@RayuDW on my meds: I am angry, but productive.

On my old meds: I am queasy, but productive.

@RayuDW
that's me all over. I'll be deterred by weather from getting back to a project in the yard and my wife will say "you could clean your bathroom."
I go "aaaaahhhhhhkkk" and put on all- weather clothes to go slog through mud in freezing rain.
@dbc3 wife sounds less than helpful
@dbc3
Wife sounds like she knows you and how to help you 💜
@RayuDW boo! Lol, I hate this as well.
@RayuDW I haven't been officially diagnosed as ADHD, but the memes absolutely say that's what I am lol...I feel this so hard, too

@RayuDW

oh my God what a bull's eye

@RayuDW Super Saiyan vs Super sad modes.

Wait’ll you tell yourself “it’s fine, I’ll dig myself out of this hole I’ve slid into by just going beast mode for four days straight”.

@RayuDW OMG, this is my life story basically.
@RayuDW I'm in this picture and I don't like it
@RayuDW I relate to this on a visceral level ​
@RayuDW not diagnosed, but have a strong suspicion and been feeling this quite hard, tbh.
@RayuDW why do I relate that's not supposed to work like that
@RayuDW I know this is a VERY late reply, but I admit, as someone suffering with both autism and ADHD, it feels like both are consipiring against me to prevent me from doing anything "essential". Sadly, it is becoming a giganitc issue at my workplace, and they keep punishing me, which only worsens my mood. By contrast, when it comes to passion projects like my art and worldbuilding, I could be absorbed into those for hours happily...
@RayuDW couldn't live without a dishwasher tbh
@RayuDW the fucking truth when I'm researching an interesting topic
@RayuDW This is literally me.

@RayuDW the worst bit?...

sometimes it's doing the dishes that is the thing your brain decides it wants to hyperfocus on, and the thing you WANT TO ENJOY it decides "NO ENJOYMENT, ONLY DISHES" and then you run out of dishes and you enter this fugue state where NOTHING brings joy and hghhghrrhhgfffuuuUUUUCK

@RayuDW I'm an ADHD mutant then, because I actually like hand washing dishes. It's very meditative for me.
@RayuDW bold of you to assume I have the mental fortitude to walk down to the kitchen
@RayuDW I've reach the state where either I'm god or I'm useless piece of shit who should kill himself. Brain chemistry is wonderful thing 🫠 Makes you wonder how people with ADHD lived in previous centuries.
@RayuDW putting some motivating music on for chores works wonders

@RayuDW @bright_helpings

Me: I LEARNED A NEW ALPHABET SO FAST, I AM UNSTOPPABLE

Also me: *frozen in place for hours with indecision over what to eat*