@Jedigirl
People ask me why I'm always happy, laughing and joking.
It is because I have been to the lowest most Hellish points in life. I have been in the deepest darkest pits of misery and despair - lower than the points at which many start drinking, taking drugs or even escape from by suicide. I have been to the lowest points.
I'm still here - never committed suicide as that would have been letting the bad guys win. I didn't care about my winning - I wanted o deny them the pleasure of winning.
I never did drugs nor abused alcohol. Instead I rode the storm out and emerged victorious after a brief battle in which the opposition appeared to have forgotten how to fight (presumably because they had never expected me to survive to a final battle)
After that I recovered by myself - sure I have PTSD and cPTSD but it surfaces seldom.
Above all... I won. I am here to prove it and my opposition did not!