Many of us are grateful you remain. The world is so much better with you in it, and a lot of people definitely want you in it, if that affects your feelings at all. (Though I get that a lot of us are letting you down with how everything's going generally.)
You are still here.
You are fighting the good fight with the mighty keyboard and microphone and camera.
You defy those who wish you ill with every breath and every word you type.
They fear you because you speak with veracity.
They envy you because your voice can be heard above their cacophonous, mindless bleating.
They have no options but violence because your words are unassailable.
There are many of us who have love for you. We know who you are.
Hang in there! I love reading your stuff.
Still Here, two great words to live by.
Sending you some good vibes and wise words from Ram Dass:
โIt is important to expect nothing, to take every experience, including the negative ones, as merely steps on the path.โ