Gravitational Time Dilation of Grief

According to physics, someone in high gravity experiences time normally but sees people in lower gravity moving much faster—where one hour for them equals decades for others. I relate to this deeply. My heavy rumination over my past relationship has warped my sense of time. Six years have passed in what feels like a blink. Even though the relationship only lasted six months, I have spent the last six years grieving and struggling to live a normal life.

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The Physics of Long Term Grief

In high gravity, time passes normally for you, but you watch the rest of the world accelerate. An hour in your heavy zone spans decades or centuries for those in lower gravity. This is exactly what my rumination feels like. Six years have vanished in a flash because I am anchored to the past, wishing I had never left my girlfriend. It is strange how a six-month relationship—my longest—could trigger six years of grief, leaving me struggling to act normal while life hurries on without me.

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'At this point in my life, I’ve got nothing else to hide': Single mom reckons with past mistakes
In a deeply personal short film, Winnipeg teen Kingsley Shewchuk, 19, leads an honest conversation with his mom, Melanie, whose past includes selling drugs and guns, and jail time. The film is a candid exchange between mother and son about mistakes that were made and the power of rebuilding a relationship.
https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/manitoba/shewchuk-sisler-short-film-9.7124581?cmp=rss

Started a new knitting last Monday. It's a sweater I knitted once in 2003, but it got badly felted. I now have the time to do it again.
Original attempt, if you're on Ravelry:
https://www.ravelry.com/projects/CleoQc/byzantine-bazic

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