Gravitational Time Dilation of Grief

According to physics, someone in high gravity experiences time normally but sees people in lower gravity moving much faster—where one hour for them equals decades for others. I relate to this deeply. My heavy rumination over my past relationship has warped my sense of time. Six years have passed in what feels like a blink. Even though the relationship only lasted six months, I have spent the last six years grieving and struggling to live a normal life.

#TimeDilation #Grief #Rumination #Heartbreak #MentalHealth #Relationships #PastMistakes #Regret #TimePassing #EmotionalWeight #LongTermGrief #Reflection #MentalHealthAwareness #Heartache #PsychologicalTime #AnchoredToThePast #PhysicsOfGrief #TimeWarp

The Physics of Long Term Grief

In high gravity, time passes normally for you, but you watch the rest of the world accelerate. An hour in your heavy zone spans decades or centuries for those in lower gravity. This is exactly what my rumination feels like. Six years have vanished in a flash because I am anchored to the past, wishing I had never left my girlfriend. It is strange how a six-month relationship—my longest—could trigger six years of grief, leaving me struggling to act normal while life hurries on without me.

#TimeDilation #Grief #Rumination #Heartbreak #MentalHealth #Relationships #PastMistakes #Regret #TimePassing #EmotionalWeight #LongTermGrief #Reflection #MentalHealthAwareness #Heartache #PsychologicalTime #AnchoredToThePast

Why I Dislike the Royal Pop

(and it’s incestuous cousins)

Yes, this is a hater post. So what? I’m allowed to hate the Royal Pop, just like you are allowed to inexplicably love it.

Why do I hate it?

First off, it’s plastic. It’s designed to not be durable; to not last. In a world that is growing ever more lenient of the disposable and temporary (which apparently includes people), do we really need another god-damned knick knack destined to end up in a land fill?

Second, it’s an expensive piece of plastic shit. $400/$420 for these bag charms? You can find and buy multiple watches made out of actual metal for the same price. Actual metal watches that will potentially last decades and generations. But I guess the rich need something to waste all the money on that they refuse to pay employees or in taxes after already being able to actually afford a $20,000 Daytona they’ll rarely use to it’s full potential. Not fake afford, actually afford.

Third, last & most importantly, to me; Swatch seems to be going all in on the plastification (it is TOO a word! 😉) of their watches and brand, and even other brands! It feels like they don’t care that they are allowing Omega to rot faster than the organic material surrounding their disposable watches in the world’s landfills. By devoting money, design effort & resources to these bIOceRaMiC Happy Meal toy abominations of watches, they are just killing off an iconic brand. Is it any coincidence that Omega has slipped to third in the Morgan Stanley report behind Cartier after the introduction of the MoonSwatch & just before the Swatch x AP collab? I think not!

Comment or not. Makes no difference. Too many people are too distracted by the hype machine to actually think past the end of their fucking noses. Keep telling the Emperor his non-existent clothes are great, folks. Are watches THAT boring to you that you go ape shit over a little color? Or are people just that uneducated about watches to think these are worthy of the hype?

#AmWriting #art #Blog #budgetWatches #characterWatch #Chronographs #clomages #collecting #culture #DanielWellington #decisions #differences #fakes #fashion #FOMO #hobbies #hobby #homages #Horology #journey #lifestyle #luxuryWatches #ManofFashion #marketing #Money #MoonSwatch #Omega #Purging #rant #Regret #rolex #scam #style #Swatch #SwissWatches #timepieces #Value #watch #watchcrunch #Watches #WhimsicalWednesday #writing
Israel Is Going To REGRET Suing The NYTimes

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You lost time not to laziness. You lost it to things that looked right. Relationships that felt close enough. Jobs that paid well enough.

#mindset #time #regret

Man, this is the second time I've watched a playthrough or analysis of a game we've played on stream where I've come away from my own playthrough feeling like I somehow missed important messages.

Granted, you can chalk it up to the split attention that comes with streaming, but when I had this happen after playing #Mouthwashing it was the first time I ever experienced anything around that game, of course it's going to be hard to absorb/digest the themes/messages of that game when you have a divided attention.

However, when I played #SOMA back in 2022 I had already watched Markiplier's LP before I had decided to revisit the game for myself. I knew there was a philospohical & existential thread woven throughout the game, and while that entire discussion is still very much accurate to my playthrough, one thing I feel I completely missed the mark on is the antagonistic nature that Catherine presents as and how she treats her research and the people of Pathos-II.

There's a non-zero part of me that almost feels like my take on my experience in SOMA is not how I would prefer to present the game, although the rest of me still wants it to exist, even if I may not be happy with it personally.

If you're interested in a playthrough that handles it more as a game with some light philosophical discussions & posits, feel free to check out my playthrough on either of my channels. However, if you're interested in a much more meaningful, philosophical discussion on the nature of consciousness, sense of self, and the value of humanitarianism in scientific endeavors such as this, I suggest giving the playthrough from Dr. Mick a watch. He is able to so eloquently explain what I failed to portray with so much more tact & respect, it's hardly a comparison.

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPvuOO4woLPPrNLWFQldb6W6nxa3EttkP

#Gaming #PsychologicalHorror #Horror #SelfReflection #Regret

SOMA with a Therapist

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Having A Concussion: A Review

Overly challenging gameplay, slow pacing, and unpredictable pricing make having a concussion a skip

Aftermath
Abused And Amnesiac She Faked Obedience Escaped And Married The World Richest CEO, Ex Regretful https://www.vivizine.com/1189084/ ##CEO #CloudTen #husband #mistress #regret #revenge #ShortDrama #TearboundStories #wife #舩水健佑
I find it mildly annoying when people don't put the divider down in the supermarket after they've loaded their stuff onto the conveyor. But today, the person behind me put one down right next to my shopping when I was only half way through unloading my trolley, and it'll be my life's regret that I didn't say something. #regret #supermarkettwunts

#usa #israel #palestine : #gaza / #genocide / #protest / #assassination / #court / #regret

„Speaking to the court (…), Soliman offered apologies to the victims & condolences for Diamond’s death. “There are no words that can express my sadness for her passing,” Soliman said. (…)

“If I went back, I would not have done this as this is not according to the teaching of Islam,” Soliman said. “What I did came out of myself and only myself.”«

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2026/may/07/colorado-firebomb-attack-israel-protests

Man to plead guilty in Colorado firebomb attack on pro-Israel demonstrators

One person died and a dozen others were injured in the attack, during a demonstration in 2025 in Boulder

The Guardian