Mixed light, mixed feelings

Happy New Year.
I’ll start with a confession: I really dislike fireworks. Not the light itself, but everything around it. The pollution, the stress for animals, the damage to nature, and the yearly ritual of people discovering—once again—that playing with controlled explosions has consequences. Every year the harm increases, and every year we collectively act surprised.

So no, you won’t see me buying fireworks or lighting them myself.

But… I do photograph them.

Because once they are already in the sky, they become something else entirely. Brief, chaotic chemical experiments unfolding against a dark background. This image was taken handheld with my Canon 5D Mark IV and the Sigma 100–400, using a 1.6-second exposure at ISO 100. Long enough to let the explosion draw itself, short enough to keep structure and definition.

What fascinates me most is the physics and chemistry behind the colors. Yellow from sodium, red from strontium, and that elusive blue—one of the hardest colors to produce reliably in fireworks—created by copper compounds under very specific temperatures. Add bright white sparks, often magnesium or aluminum, and suddenly the sky looks less like a celebration and more like a fleeting nebula.

If you look closely, it almost resembles deep-space imagery: expanding clouds, glowing particles, tiny star-like points suspended in darkness. A reminder that the same physical laws govern both fireworks above our cities and stellar explosions light-years away.

I don’t celebrate the noise or the damage. But I do observe the light—brief, beautiful, and already fading.

#fireworksphotography #longexposure #nightphotography #scienceandart
#physicsinmotion #chemicalcolors #handheldphotography
#nightSkyVibes #urbanastronomy #photographicexperiment
#Canon5DMarkIV #Sigma100400
#NewYearsLight #mixedfeelings
#climateawareness #naturefirst
#PixelfedPhotography #Pixelfed
#WonderingLens
#ByMaikeldeBakker #MaikeldeBakkerPhotography

A quotation from Shakespeare

KING HENRY:   Though I did wish him dead,
   I hate the murderer, love him murderèd.

William Shakespeare (1564-1616) English dramatist and poet
Richard II, Act 5, sc. 6, l. 39ff (5.6.39-40) (1595)

More about this quote: wist.info/shakespeare-william/…

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Richard II, Act 5, sc. 6, l. 39ff (5.6.39-40) (1595) - Shakespeare, William | WIST Quotations

KING HENRY: Though I did wish him dead, I hate the murderer, love him murderèd.

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Ich hab sie zum ersten mal auf #FM4 gehört und sie macht einfach großartigen Sound und thematisiert den Rassismus im Land

Nunmehr hat sie ihr erstes Album herausgebracht, bereits bestellt

#Nenda

Ihr bislang bekanntester Song #MixedFeelings
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=nenda+mixed+feelings

https://topos.orf.at/hoerbar-nenda100

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How do!

Quickly dipping in to say I'll be with you 7-9am UK/IRL from THIS MONDAY (22nd Sept '25) for the start of WEEKDAY #BlissedOutBreakfast. I'll still be doing #MixedFeelings the 2nd Monday of every month as well...

Then, #PaulTeague will be with you 4-6pm UK/IRL for the all-new #DowntempoDrivetime starting THIS TUES (23rd Sept). He'll still be presenting #SuburbanCalm the 2nd Saturday of every month in addition.

Easing you into your weekday, and keeping you calm on your commute home/on the school run - all from this Monday.

Join us? 🎧🧡 xx

@SkylabRadio is pleased to announce we are now broadcasting in #Birmingham & #Solihull on DAB+ Digital Radio.

Join us tonight from 9pm UK/IRL for an hour of great music from both Birmingham & Solihull, then at 10pm #KatyJay flicks on the on-air switch with a 2-hour special edition of #MixedFeelings; music curated from #TheHeartOfEngland.

To pick us up: Retune your radio - look for “Skylab Radio” or “Skylab”. If you’re tuning manually, look for Block 9C (South Bham) and we are on the station list. Save us as a favourite too, so you can chillout with us anytime.

If you’re having trouble receiving us on your radio, we can be heard via our free-to-enable #AmazonEcho skill “Alexa, play Skylab Radio”, also on SONOS, Google Play (via RadioPlayer/TuneIn) or skylabradio.com/listen.

As well as Birmingham & Solihull; Skylab in the #WestMidlands is still available on your digital radio in Wolverhampton & The Black Country, plus the surrounding area of South Staffordshire.

Join us? 🎧🧡

Here we have another wonderful edition of Katy Jay's #MixedFeelings radio show on Skylab Radio.

https://www.mixcloud.com/skylabradio/mixed-feelings-episode-71/

I caught most of it live when it aired yesterday but missed the beginning so I'm catching up on that now - how great to see that Katy Jay included my remix of JG Stockton's Xylophonics II.

The Xylophonics Remixed EP was released earlier this month via Dragon Trax Recordings and includes stellar remixes by @ordosmarkzero and @ireless. Check it out!

https://dragontraxuk.bandcamp.com/album/xylophonics-remixed

Mixed Feelings - Episode #71

Chilled music curated from the heart. Katy Jay presents two hours of chilled tracks, which have been a big influence on her... put together into a mixtape-style. - Original broadcast on Skylab Radio 12/05/2025.

Mixcloud
A mix of rain and sunshine with a mix of emotions. End of a perfect day of ups and downs. #mixedemotions #mixedfeelings #rainandsunshine #workday #workdiary #offwork #selfie

Uff, soll ich jetzt dem russlandtreuen BSW die Daumen drücken? Damit die Grünen vielleicht doch in die Regierung kommen? Oder lieber nicht?

#BTW25 #MixedFeelings

A quotation from Euripides

ORESTES: I’ll go. I’ll start to do this dreadful thing, this horror. Yes, I will. If it’s the gods’ will, I’ll do it. But I take no joy in it.
 
[ὈΡΈΣΤΗΣ: ἔσειμι: δεινοῦ δ᾽ ἄρχομαι προβλήματος
καὶ δεινὰ δράσω γε — εἰ θεοῖς δοκεῖ τάδε,
ἔστω: πικρὸν δὲ χἡδὺ τἀγώνισμά μοι.]

Euripides (485?-406? BC) Greek tragic dramatist
Electra [Ἠλέκτρα], l. 985ff (c. 420 BC) [tr. Wilson (2016)]

Sourcing, notes, alternate translations: wist.info/euripides/74862/

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A quotation from Catullus:

«
“I love and hate.” “At once?” you ask, “Now pray explain.”
“I know not how; I feel ’tis so, I’m rent in twain.”

[Odi et amo. quare id faciam fortasse requiris
nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.]
»

Full quote, sourcing, notes:
https://wist.info/catullus/73359/

#quote #quotes #quotation #conflict #frustration #hate #love #mixedfeelings #torment