We are displeased by whichever of Us decided to get the PB&J M&Ms instead of the PB ones.

But mostly because it would have been so easy to make this a #YesAnd solution, instead of #EitherOr. I wanted chocolate to melt in my mouth to begin meditation with tonight. Crunchy was the other pack, which does not feel like a medidation conducive snack experience.

3. 3 is a magic number for internal peace apparently. If I'm gonna get 2 of something, I should just go for 3, instead?🙄😹☮️✌️

I could still solve it and have some chocolates for meditation, but my OOO* is off. And that happens when I'm not feeling balanced. It's like my left and right are mixed up sometimes (metaphorically & autistically). #plural

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I guess I feel compelled to write about it for release. My aunt's funeral is tomorrow morning. I will connect with my cuz Michelle tomorrow after the funeral. I know I'll connect with another cousin, Ginger, tomorrow. And I have hopes for other family I will see, including Jessica. 🤟

3 days of driving and an early funeral tomorrow, plus other chaos, means I need to let myself sleep now. I guess I get to say it aloud, so I can hear it?

But I'm also very sad, and I guess I had been holding back feeling those feelings, until I got here. And waiting to connect with family, and especially with my cuz, leaves me feeling a little distant from myself. I wanna cry, but I want to sleep before the funeral, too.
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We're only a few weeks into self discovery, or unlocking, or whatever the term is. I know we have more to come, but my therapist pretty much confirmed that we need to be in our trailer, writing, to figure our selves out. I'll start looking for one near here in a couple of days.

* order of operations

Its apparently a public service to walk a enthusiastically social toddler around the neighbourhood. Cause the number of people we pass who's face goes from focused or resting-bitch to beaming when the toddler greets them out of the blue as we approach.
It warms my ventricle cockles.

🎸 Un día como hoy, pero en 1969, nació Elliott Smith, un talento incomparable de la música indie y folk. Su sensibilidad y honestidad lírica dejaron una marca indeleble en el mundo de la música.

📀 Conmemora su natalicio leyendo nuestra reseña de su emblemático disco *Either/Or*.

Detalles en nuestra web 👉 https://acortar.link/SDxMfj

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🐦🔗 https://farside.link/x.com/rockaxisoficial/status/1820872276700754237#m

Episode seventy-three is up now! Today's song is Say Yes by Elliott Smith.

I discuss the way the seemingly crudely arranged elements come together beautifully, and how this song differs from the rest of his discography.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8XfAiaSMjY

#podcast #dailypodcast #pigeon #pigeonsongspod #music #songs #elliottsmith #sayyes #either/or #eitheror #acoustic #indie

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#ElliottSmith - #Angeles (from #EitherOr)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rQEEvDcMurE

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