"The End" has come up again on my YouTube shuffle. It's a song I associate firmly with #Caltech, much as I'm forced to regard Wagner's "Ride of the Valkyries", because—at least the corner of Caltech that I saw the most of, "Blacker Hovse" where you could find Nazı symbols proudly displayed if you went to the right student party—those 'Tech nerds really loved their Apocalypse Now. That was one of the many movies I saw for the first time at Caltech, because my family hadn't owned a VCR. I went nuts over the fact that I could watch as many movies as I liked on videotape. Or (gasp) even laserdisc!!
I really hate to think what the typical Caltech geek gets out of Apocalypse Now, or Dr. Strangelove (or ANY Kubrick movie), or Star Wars for that matter. Coppola based his movie on the problematical novel by Joseph Conrad, The Heart of Darkness, a racıst narrative which leans heavily into the "darkest Africa" exoticization of the continent as simply one vast impenetrable mystery which drives sane men round the twist. Perhaps it's the heat, said the European colonists. It was never their own fault if a colonial entrepreneur lost his rag and did a massacre.
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