#culture #toxicwork
You slog for hours in sleet and snow, get soaked to the bone, and then come inside, change into warm jammies, and relax by a fire. Then you have to put your wet, nasty clothes back on and go back out in the sleet. That's how it feels when I have to go back to work after a break.
Higher Ed can be a wonderful life for the right person. For a decade I had that life and was that person. Then I moved schools and the past decade has been somewhat nightmarish. My work situation is toxic, to put it succinctly. Now, after two months of forced-layoff (i.e. summer) I have to go back again, and it's worse than any year before this. I'm going back into a crab bucket of colleagues with admins who make the Pointy Haired Boss look benign, and a culture that has leaned into student-complaints-as-a-service.
I kind of hate my job, overall. It is by far the main source of stress in my life. I can't afford to retire, and the job market for remote research/data science--especially for those of us who haven't spent the last 5 years building AI pipelines--is very tight, especially with tens or hundreds of thousands of laid-off government workers, contractors, and consultants after Elon's government smash-and-grab.
Just complaining, nothing needed. Now I need to go to campus for the first time since June and get some shit from my office, pick up my new parking pass, etc. I'll be OK when I settle into the grind of teaching, before the first student complaints come anonymously through my Chair. I probably have a couple of weeks before then.
#rants #whining #highered #professor #ToxicWork #hostile_work_environment
I've always believed that toxic work cultures start at the top and trickle down.
New post (You shouldn’t spend money teaching folks how to survive in your toxic work culture, instead fix the Toxic culture) has been published on Suramya's Blog:
In light of everything lately - any kind of monetary support is still appreciated and crucial. Trying to reach at least $2k by end of January. And if I’m lucky I can also find a new job by then since my hours have now been cut and the place is still a sinking ship. Thank you for all the help.
CashApp: $PEgypt
PayPal: @ PCairo
GoFundMe: https://gofund.me/1076dbfa
#underpaid #cuthours #struggling #donationsappreciated #MutualAid #neurospicy #audhd #pleasesupport #behindonbills #toxicwork #invalidatingparents #clawingmywayout