Gonna be migrating instances soon. Thanks to @arcade (who did literally everything) I’m gonna be on a tiny two-person instance soon. =]

It’s gonna take some setup still though.

I’ve been having an impossibly hard time lately. My doctor just encouraged me to submit a short term disability claim, and she gave me info for a lawyer so I can apply for SSDI.

This has been so many years now that I’ve struggled to maintain a job. This is the single best job I’ve ever had in terms of their willingness to accommodate my limitations, but it’s still not accessible enough for me. I’ve got way too many frequent medicine changes and far too much housing instability to really maintain a healthy enough routine to hold down a full time job.

Idk if I’m really ready to go the route of applying for social security benefits again. That was a nightmare last time. But chances are very good that I’ll at least be able to get short term disability through my job to cover me to the end of January. It only pays like 40-50% of my income, but it’s something to work with and I’m all paid on my rent for January already since I’m moving.

I really want to be well enough to be able to build a routine around this job, but it takes everything I’ve got to maintain it, and there’s just too many changes right now for that. Hopefully things will feel more manageable in February.