She leans heavily
The counter takes her weight
Holding her aloft
As she faces the day
It's tastes bitter
She knew she should have left it
Gave it more time
Before she plunged
She sips again
No sweetener can mask
The harshness
She swallows anyway
She knows she should try
To have hope
To grasp at a future
But for now
She finishes what she started
