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@AbbeyPerilous@lgbtqia.space
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Recently cracked egg, in the process of transition and discovering out what kind of hatchling I am. Working through stuff, and using this account to talk about some of it. Nonbinary transfem of some flavour seems to describe where I am now.

Probable ASD-haver, definite mental illness unenjoyer.

Minors DNI, because I don't want to worry about censoring myself while processing things beyond using CWs.

Will doubtless be a chaotic mess for a while, and incredibly self-involved. Sorry.

GenderIn transition. Pencilling in nonbinary as a starting point because writing anything in ink right now would be silly.
Pronounsshe/they
Profile PicturePink and white cherry blossom against a light blue sky.
HeaderA quote: "You never can go back, only forward, and if you don't bring the whole of yourself with you, you'll never see the sun again." It's from Only Forward by Michael Marshall Smith, and is in white on a blue-grey background, cherry blossom behind it.

Psychopath ≠ Psychotic

These two seem to get tossed about carelessly on TV and movies.

#MentalHealth #Psychosis #Psychopathy

I hate that humanity has to deal with global fascist uprisings every century. It's kind of bullshit, if you ask me.

Hey Lovely

In case you need this reminder today. You are important. You matter. Your voice matters and should be heard.
Someone smiled today because of you.
You are loved.
And you're probably dehydrated. Fix that.
Keep going. I'm proud of you.

Luv you.

If the earth was flat and fish swam over the edge, where would they go? Trouter space.
It's interesting to me that we see a lot of theory about how gender euphoria is a better guiding light for gender transition than dysphoria is, that you should follow your heart to dress how you like and take the hormones if you want them... but I don't know if I've ever seen that related to bottom surgery. Like that seems to be the final holdout of earlier attitudes around transness: you should get bottom surgery if and only if you have genital dysphoria. I dunno, is that just my perception or is that genuinely A Thing?
If you can't look back at your younger self and realize that you were an idiot, you are probably still an idiot.

#Neurodivergent person who spent their entire life being misunderstood, while also finding that trying to further explain themselves only leads to even more misunderstanding, thus leading to an ongoing fear of rejection whenever they don't have a clear and precise response to something they don't quite agree with but know better than to try and argue with after decades of needless conflict:

"Fair."

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