[P] I can't help but wonder how it feels to be a child in Gaza. Bungry, terrified, damaged, wondering why it has to be this way inaomuch as they even can—as some might even be denied the words. Just as I wonder how it might be to be homeless, or tortured in the Judge Rotenberg Center. I wonder what it's like to be surrounded by brainwashed footsoldiers who fight without even knowing why. I do this a lot, I always have.

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[P] And when I was a child? A beaten, tortured child who'd seen ao many horrors? A child who'd been locked in sensory deprivation, starved, forcex to drink from a toilet, given pets that were intentionally not innoculated so I'd watch them die one after another, beaten, raped, and told I'd be institutionalised in a mental hospital if I told anyone? To those I sought help from, I "deserved" it. I find this repugnant.

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