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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Sep 30, 2025

"Wings of Quiet Longing" has arrived! I hope everyone enjoys the ride. 🤍

In essence, this tale is a Gothic & Paranormal Romance. I don't make the rules, Romantasy is good for the soul. This is just something Hammer Horror-esque that I decided to write for spooky season and beyond. Alistair and Fenella were loosely inspired by Twelve/Missy AKA Twissy and Peter Capaldi/Michelle Gomez, and Caden was also inspired by Crowley and David Tennant (for a friend).

This is also Part 1 of the "Bloodound Legacy" Series.

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In the gloomy streets of Victorian London, a vampire is moonlighting as a vigilante. They seem to be protecting the innocent and punishing the corrupt under the cover of night. But why, and what is it all for?

This is a story of two vampires, former lovers, and the one that was sired. Welcome in Lord Alistair MacKay, the sole owner of Dorcha Castle and a writer and artist in his spare time, his former lover who goes by the name of Fenella, and the one and only man Alistair ever turned, Duncan. The latter is ruthless, and so they bid him farewell a half-century ago, but he’s decided to return. Again, the only question worth asking is why?

Chapter 1: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/186282006

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Oct 3, 2025

Happy Friday! Another chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging is here!

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Here we meet the servants...

Chapter 2: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/186917506

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Oct 7, 2025

Happy Tuesday! Another chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived!

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Alistair visits a local tavern for what constitutes as a bit of fun in the evening.

Chapter 3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/187625906

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Oct 11, 2025

Happy Saturday! Another chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived!

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Hati enjoys a peaceful day, losing herself in the library while Alistair sleeps. An unexpected visitor, however, comes as a surprise for both of them.

Chapter 4: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/188196056

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Oct 13, 2025

We're on schedule. Happy Monday! Another chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived for everyone. The plot thickens.

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A rather important conversation takes place for Alistair and Fenella, the results of which only serve to terrify him further.

Chapter 5: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/188571096

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Oct 18, 2025

I was far too busy yesterday to post a chapter. Happy Saturday, everybody! Another chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived.

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Alistair is *never* the topic of conversation for his friends and servants. With so much having happened the previous evening, however, it's only natural for that to change.

Chapter 6: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/189370426

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Oct 24, 2025

We're back on schedule. This week was such a crazy one for me. Happy Friday! Another chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived for everyone.

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Alistair is struggling with the situation. Hati can see it. Even Fenella can see it. He wears his heart on his sleeve and yet he still tries to hide behind an air of mystique with everyone.

Chapter 7: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/190326311

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Oct 27, 2025

Monday is here. Another chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived for everyone.

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Eleanor and Alistair have a rather *delicate* conversation.

Chapter 8: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/190839441

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈

Happy Halloween! Happy Friday as well! Another chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived for everyone to read and enjoy.

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A perfect chapter for All Hallow's Eve!

Alistair and Fenella's peace is disturbed one rainy evening. As it turns out, their past has come back to haunt them.

Chapter 9: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/191439796

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Nov 2, 2025

I have such a busy day tomorrow, so I figured I would post my chapter a day early for everyone. Here's something new for #WingsOfQuietLonging! I needed something to occupy my mind today, so writing, editing, and posting happened to be the best choice.

This chapter's a big one, so prepare yourselves.

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Here we have the aftermath of Duncan's arrival.

Chapter 10: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/191826131

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Nov 6

Happy Thursday! A new chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived. The plot thickens. I loved writing this one, honestly.

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Alistair and Fenella visit a local inn that Caden frequents, having had an invitation from the man, and eventually meet with him.

Chapter 11: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/192416856

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Nov 9

A new chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived. The author's note in the beginning is kind of important (and interesting, as far as my writing style goes).

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We finally get a bit of Fenella's POV and her thoughts in this chapter, and it's a big one.

Chapter 12: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/192857371

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Dec 2

Happy Tuesday! A new chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived.

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Now that they've left Caden's residence, Alistair has someone that he needs to speak to. Fenella tags along.

Chapter 13: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/196326256

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Dec 31

Happy New Year's Eve! A new chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has *finally* arrived.

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Something rather interesting takes place in the castle. Duncan has a bit of information that he wants to share with Alistair and Fenella. He's always been a fan of the theatrics, however, and the afternoon doesn't quite go according to plan.

Chapter 14: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/200990271

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Jan 6

A new chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived.

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Duncan is a maniac. That's fairly obvious by now. Fenella gets trapped by him and has to call out for help.

Chapter 15: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/202151471

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Feb 26

A new chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived!

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Alistair finds Eleanor in a bit of a huff. She isn't pleased with Duncan.

Chapter 16: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/210861476

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Mar 16

A new chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived.

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News spreads quickly at Dorcha Castle.

(Also of note, there's more than meets the eye when it comes to Duncan, and it's time to explore that a bit. He's a fascinating character.)

Chapter 17: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/213748391

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Apr 26

A new chapter of #WingsOfQuietLonging has arrived. This has been one of my favorite ones to write thus far. Adding in some of my own poetry, for Alistair, was painstaking and anxiety-inducing.

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Fenella goes to visit Hati. She has a lot to tell her friend.

Chapter 18: https://archiveofourown.org/works/71555861/chapters/220705146

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Codex Arcene 🎸✨Jan 6

I've been slightly down today but I saw this pop up and I got excited.
And then I started reading and dear god I loved this chapter.

For one - YOU GOT THEM TO KISS. YESSS FINALLY THEY GOT SOME OF THAT ROMANTIC TENSION OUT.
I saw the summary for this chapter and was immediately like "maniac is the perfect word to describe Duncan at this point."
Also Alastair and Fenella, now having to pretend to be a couple in front of Duncan, whilst also knowing full well that they're definitely just a couple in general, is going to be glorious to read in the next few chapters.
Just in general, I am internally screaming with joy and I'm gonna write an A03 comment once I'm done here so I can talk about those dialogue choices without fear of an increasingly lower word count. Cannot wait to see the next chapter :D

Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Jan 9

@CodexArcene Okay, wow. I *loved* reading this... You absolutely just made my day, and I needed that post-infusion therapy. Thank you so much for saying all that. I'm gonna go back to what you said a while ago, that "the slow burn is slow burning." Heck yeah. The romantic tension is only going to get worse. And I can't wait to read your AO3 comment later. Thank you tons, love! You're the best, I swear. Thank you. Also, I agree... Fake relationships are a great trope to occasionally write in. I love it.

Codex Arcene 🎸✨Dec 31

Okay so I saw this post, and then reread Chapter 13 before reading the latest chapter.

1. Holy shit, Duncan does have a flair for the dramatics. Should not have done it to scare poor Alastair though. Also that reveal that Alastair can't be affected by the sun at all but Fenella can be affected (but not die, only gain bruises) was brilliantly done.

2. Damn, the romantic tension between Fenella and Alastair has significantly increased since what happened with Caden. (And I do know that Fen dreamt of Alastair from Chapter 13, and honestly I really want them to kiss now. The slow burn is burning-)

3. Speaking of Chapter 13, you've made me excited to see the scene with Sam, Hati, Fen and Alastair talking to ghosts now. And also Hati is incredibly sweet to both of them, I love it.

4. Fenella reading about vampire history is iconic, and it's incredibly cool how much research you've done on vampires in order to write this story :D

I am incredibly excited to see the story continue to unfold!

Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Jan 2

@CodexArcene Okay, wow. Only just now having the chance to reply to all of this. Every single point you made... Gosh, you really are the sweetest person ever. Thanks, love. <3333

1. He's such a dramatic idiot, and it's always for no reason. And thank you about the way I wove that tiny plot twist into things as well. I appreciate that so much.

2. So. Much. Romantic. Tension. I'm glad it's coming across well and that you're enjoying reading it. These two just need to kiss and get it over with. Everyone else knows but they're clueless numpties.

3. I'm so looking forward to the All Hallow's Eve party and the seance as well! I'm happy you are, too. It's gonna be a fun one, especially with all of them dressed up and some of the servants taking part in the seance. Hehe.

4. Thank you tons about the research. I'm glad the final product worked well with the chapter. That means the world to me. I was so excited to be able to write everything in for the readers.

You really are the best.

Scarlet Phoenix Collective Nov 10

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Nov 10

@the_spc Absolutely. Soon. Things have been a little bit crazy because my nana broke her foot, two small fractures, so I've been taking care of her. But we'll be recording soon. Sometime this week, I should be available to chat about it.

Scarlet Phoenix Collective Nov 10

@floofpaldi oooh. Tell your nana we're thinking abouut her. :)

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Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Nov 10

@the_spc Thank you, I will. I'll tell her that you guys are thinking about her.

Codex Arcene 🎸✨Nov 6

@floofpaldi OH MY GOSH THE PLOT IS THICKENING.

Caden's dialogue makes me both intrigued about his gift...more so because he's legitimately just knocked both Alistair and Fenella out, and also just concerned that Caden's gonna die because of this Isma man whom we already know is horrible-

Also Alastair feeding off of Celeste and then sharing the most intensively romantic moment of eye contact ever is just such a vampiric vibe and I love it.

I cannot wait to see what they've gotten themselves into. That was a fun chapter!

Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Nov 6

@CodexArcene THANK YOU. You're just the best.

I'm glad you liked the chapter! That moment of eye contact was just the sexiest thing ever to write, I swear. Alistair can't seem to help himself when it comes to Fenella, and she's also (finally) giving off jealous vibes. They might be getting somewhere. Maybe. Who knows. It could take a few centuries when it comes to them.

And Caden is such an interesting character. I really love him (and totally wrote him in because I was inspired by a friend who also loves Crowley, who he might have been vaguely based on, so yeah). He's a fun one. His gift will be revealed in the following chapter, I promise.

Codex Arcene 🎸✨Nov 6

@floofpaldi Ayyyy that's gonna be so fun!

Spooky Panda 🏳️‍🌈Nov 6

@CodexArcene Thanks, love. It's been really interesting writing this story.

Codex Arcene 🎸✨Oct 31, 2025

@floofpaldi I will have to read this tomorrow 😅 Currently at a friend's house and it's going well :D

Have a lovely Halloween, Panda!