#PennedPossibilities 1037 — MC POV: Tell us about a time you didn’t feel “ready” for something.
There are two smaller options here, the first things that come to mind, but I won’t be using either of them as my answers. I’ll still mention them, though.
• When Fenella suggested ending things between them, Alistair wanted nothing more than to say no. He wasn’t ready to say goodbye. He eventually gave in, assuming she was right, and figuring perhaps the love was gone. After she left, and some time had passed, he realized how wrong he was. He wished he had never said yes. He wasn’t ready to lose her, but he already had.
• He wasn’t ready for Fenella to come barrelling back into his life, either. She has a way about her. If it was possible, he might have had a heart attack and expired on the spot. I will admit, writing her arrival gave me a thrill. There was confusion, humor, shock, horror, etc. I adore that chapter so much.
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Instead, here’s my actual answer, and from Alistair’s POV, as promised.
Alistair: I wasn’t ready to become a vampire. When I was made bloodbound, I wasn’t taught a thing. No one gave me guidance. No one assisted me. No help came. I was left on my own. My maker didn’t care.
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