we’re half awake in a fake empire
who's that casting devious stares in my direction?
mama this surely is a dream
when your heart was open wide and you loved things just because
i'll take all the living you can give me
yeah, we've got a good thing goin'
my name is blue canary, one note spelled l-i-t-e
kiss me just this one last time
tell me that you once were mine
kiss me just this one last time
show me that your love was mine
and i cut off my t-shirt sleeves and claim a new continent
let them know you realize that life goes fast
it's hard to make the good things last
you realize the sun doesn't go down
it's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round
it wasn't me
i didn't dig this ditch
i was walking for weeks before i fell in
yeah you're the shit but you won't be here for long
oh, there's always someone cooler than you
shadows settle on the place that you left
our minds are troubled by the emptiness
destroy the middle - it's a waste of time
from the perfect start
to the finish line
i can't tell if i'm drowning or floating
so i just keep on going, going
and you tell these stories with happy endings
only when interrupted before they're over
when desperate static beats the silence up
a quiet truth to calm you down
the songs you wrote - it got me through a lot
just wanna tell you that
but it's too late
it's too late
you and i both know that the house is haunted
yeah you and i both know that the ghost is you
you used to walk around screaming, all slamming all 'em doors
well i'm all grown up now and i don't scare easy no more
no his name was mike
but this world takes more strength than it gave me
the trees deny themselves nothing that makes them grow
with fingernails that shine like justice
and a voice that is dark like tinted glass
i wanna publish scenes
and rage against machines
i wanna pierce my tongue
it doesn't hurt it feels fine
we'll fast forward to a few years later
& no one knows except the both of us
&I have honored your request for silence
& you've washed your hands clean of this
we've got these chains hanging around our necks
people wanna strangle us with them before we take our first breath
afraid of change, afraid of staying the same
when temptation calls, we just look away
help, i'm alive
my heart keeps beating like a hammer
hard to be soft, tough to be tender
can you hear the road from this place?
can you hear footsteps, voices?
i have fallen in the forest
did you hear me?
this one goes out to all the dreamers at sea
this life is only what you want it to be
and i want more, i want more
and then canceled my plans just in case you'd call
back when I was living for the hope of it all, for the hope of it all
mama told me that the lowest low's a good place to start
take out the trash, pay my credit card
wash my hair and forgive myself for living
your clothes never wear as well the next day
and your hair never falls in quite the same way
#awaymessage #everythingeverywhereallatonce #eeaao #ninedays
OK. Well, don't turn it into a word, Tom. I'm a guy.
straight up, what did you hope to learn about here?
if i was someone else, would this all fall apart?
strange, where were you when we started this gig?
i wish the real world would just stop hasslin me
so come on, motherfucker, you survive
you gotta give yourself a break
it was cool
nothing fire
nothing broke
keep simple
nothing tired
nothing old
same as you
same as you
how do I know when it's time to let go?
take my heart
i can't grow up
so kiss me in the back room where the music plays
i know that it's not over
but oh the songs people will sing for home
and for the ones that have ben gone for to long
oh the things people will do for the ones they love
and she looks at the man and she says
where are we going?
and he looks at her and he says
we're going to a party
it's a birthday party
it's your birthday party
happy birthday darling
we love you very very very very very very very much
we order different drinks at the same bars
i know about what you did and i wanna scream the truth
she thinks you love the beach, you're such a damn liar
this is the closest we've ever been
and I have no idea what’s happenin'
is this how this whole thing is gonna end?
this is the closest we've ever been
if you're ever in gift shop dying inside
filling up with tears
cause you thought of somebody you loved
you haven't seen in years
fetch the bolt cutters, i've been in here too long
fetch the bolt cutters, i've been in here too long
in the dead of night
i'm the only one here
& i will cover you
until you go
& if i told the truth
i will always be free
& keep a prize with me
until you go
if i were a rock you would pick me up
& say that's a nice rock
skippiest on the lake
plop plop plop
i'm the perfect shape
bad news comes, don't you worry even when it lands
good news will work its way to all them plans
and we all float on okay
where did you get that line?
where did you get that look?
where did you get that penchant for destruction and the way you talk?
where did you get that ride?
where did you get that rocket?
where did you get that painter in your pocket?
nobody, nobody knows
let the yoke fall from our shoulders
don't carry it all, don't carry it all
that was the only 2 hour period in which you did NOT send an email to mr hirsch with the title "you can't make a tomlette without breaking some greggs." you sent the same email to him 67 times in one evening
i've got a cupboard with cans of food
filtered water and pictures of you
and i'm not coming out until this is all over
it's looking like a limb torn off
or altogether just taken apart
we're reeling through an endless fall
we are the ever-living ghost of what once was
rip the band aid off and skip town like an asshole outlaw
is it insensitive for me to say
get your shit together?
so I can love you
is it really your anxiety
that stops you from giving me everything?
or do you just not want to?
you say you want to stand by my side
darling your head’s not right
every clock's a different time
it would only take the energy to fix it
i don't know why i am
the way i am
hello my old heart
it's been so long
since i've given you away
and every day i add another stone
to the walls i built around you
to keep you safe
as long as we're going down
baby, you should stick around
Alone we stand, together we fall apart
Yeah I think I’ll be alright