3 months off the bike due to cptsd struggles and a covid infection to top it off. I have been trying to get myself back on the bike for weeks. Today I finally did it. 21 minutes of pure suffering at 105 watt. This is me crying from pain, exhaustion and happiness for finally getting back on the bike, all at the same time.

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@anouk_ver well done and stay strong. And your pain cave rocks!
@DurableAce Thanks! And I know, right?! It's my favourite room in the house. Favourite room of all my houses ever even ๐Ÿ˜
@anouk_ver Congratulations on getting back on today. Keep spinning!
@anouk_ver Dat is geweldig Anouk, je hebt een begin gemaakt, die cijfers worden vanzelf wel beter, en fijn dat je er weer bent ๐Ÿ™‚
@Ruth_074 Thanks! ๐Ÿฅฐ Geduldig opbouwen, ik ben inderdaad allang blij dat ik weer enigszins mens ben en verder kom dan de hele dag op de bank hangen
@anouk_ver Zo is het, en je weet wat ze zeggen hรจ; No pain, no gain ๐Ÿ˜‰
@anouk_ver thank you for sharing your achievement, and what a beautiful photo!