I just watched RFK talk for the first time.

My ears hate him; his voice sounds like a constipated goose being violated consensually.

My eyes hate him; those beautiful suits don't fit him correctly.

My brain hates him; almost everything he says is nonsense.

My soul hates him; he's a powerful person with an unlimited platform to spout pure horsehockey.

#RFKjr #RFK #MySoulHurts #NeedHugs

I am really proud of myself. Despite feeling kind of bad, I managed to completely reorganise the living room and spare bedroom.

It is...starting...maybe...to feel like my own place. After four years of homelessness, I actually have my own place.

Do you ever get that feeling that if you breathe incorrectly, it will all fall apart? Or maybe it is a dream? Or a nasty joke?

Don't mind me. This is happy-yet-stressed crying.

#NewHome #Crying #NeedHugs #iWantTwoDogsAndAFootRub

I had a really good day. A little reading, some unpacking of boxes, a short meet-up with friends. I even got my mattress delivered. I should be happy!

So why am I in the out-of-hours doctors, waiting for an appointment for weakness and panicking?

#NeedHugs

I just went to a private hospital for an ultrasound. Tummy/testicle weirdness and pain.

Nothing is wrong.

It's just whole new vectors with which fibromyalgia has decided to annoy me.

#NeedHugs #RemoveBawlsPlz #fibromyalgia

Two days of near-panicking is exhausting.

I request and require a donk over the head with the blunt end of an axe, please.

#NeedHugs #Panic #Anxiety

I just got back from court for problems about council tax.

The council representative was ‘aghast’ at their failures, dropped the case, and vowed to help me correct the issue.

…

So why didn’t you do this before, numb-nuts?

#NeedHugs #TimeToGame #LinuxGaming

I woke up nervous this morning. On edge, tired, a little shaky, very tired. I made breffast and tea and relaxed for a while to chill music. The panic and confusion got worse.

I ended up walking 7km all over the place while confused and pretending to be fine.

Where did this come from? Hypersensitive stress response, sure, but from what?!

#fibromyalgia #cPTSD #anxiety #needHugs

During my Adulting this morning, I forgot to do a thing so I went out again.

This happened.

#whenWillItEnd? #evenMyUnderpantsAreSoaked #needHugs