I've been meaning to write this post for ages, but today's the day. Happy International Nonbinary People's Day! 🖤💜🤍💛

What is it like for me to be a nonbinary person?

When I was born, I was assigned male gender, presumably due to the mere fact that there was no vulva between my legs.

One aspect of my nonbinary experience is that there is nothing that I would like to change about my body. As I said, there was no vulva, but I never wanted one, so no harm done. I don't like the idea of having my body modified (I'm not even into piercings or tattoos). I don't love everything about my body, but I don't think that any medication or surgery could cure that. It's what they call a male body (i.e., I didn't give birth to our child nor breastfed them), but there's nothing male about it. A penis has no gender.

Due to the fact that I have hardly any body dysphoria, I'm not sure if I would call myself trans. I feel honoured if others see me as part of the trans community, but I am happy to acknowledge that my experience is different from that of (other) trans people.

The fact that my body is conspicuously similar to that of many men doesn't subtract from my nonbinarity in the least. There is nothing embarrassing about the fact that I'm both nonbinary and that my body is not. To me, being nonbinary is a social thing. We're talking gender, not sex.

If you see me as male, you're about as wrong as the people who think that I'm Portuguese. (People sometimes think that because I'm not too tall and have dark hair 🤨) There is nothing inherently offensive about being male (or Portuguese), but I'm just not. But I'm not a woman either and never wanted to be(come) one.

When I discovered in my youth that (some) men are hot, I initially assumed that I was gay and attributed my failure to be a 'proper' man to that fact. As it turns out, (some) women and nonbinary people are hot, too, so I'm not gay. I'm pansexual (I guess). I may have been aware of the concept of bisexuality in my youth, but I was unaware that one gets to be nonbinary if one wants.

In my teens, I thought that I was doing masculinity wrong. Now I've decided that I'm not doing it at all.

I usually feel uncomfortable among cishet men, much less so among cishet women (and even less so among queer people of any flavour), but as I said, I always knew that I never wanted to be a woman myself. I actively avoid all-male groups. With individual men, I decide on a case-by-case basis. Due to the fact that I appear to be male, nothing stops them from making incorrect assumptions and trying to make me part of their boys' club, and I'm just not having that. The whole gender binary makes no sense to me, but masculinity is the part that makes least sense to me, probably because that's the part that has been foisted on me for decades.

While I won't change anything about my body, I might change my presentation in the future, integrating any elements irrespective of their traditional association with one binary gender. I won't do this anytime soon for three reasons: First, I don't see it as necessary; I don't owe it to anyone to look like a nonbinary stock photograph. Second, I'm not sure if I could handle potentially negative feedback. Third, I'm constantly pressed for time. (I'm a parent, our toddler is three years old.)

In terms of pronouns, they/them is just fine in English. I live in Germany, so German plays some role in my daily life. In German, there is no nonbinary pronoun that is as common as they/them is in English. I prefer no pronouns in languages that don't have an established third option. (Maybe that's a bit harebrained because how will a third option ever become established if people don't use it before it is? 😏)

In many contexts (especially the ones where I'm not out, e.g. at work), I'm referred to as he/him. As long as people treat me like a human being rather than a male human being, I'm not too offended by 'incorrect' pronouns. Assumptions matter more to me than pronouns – but it's lovely if you get them right.

So that's roughly what it's like for me to be a mid-30s nonbinary parent in Europe. Thanks for coming to my TED talk 😁

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And once more: Happy International Nonbinary People's Day! 🖤💜🤍💛

#InternationalNonBinaryPeoplesDay #Nonbinary #NonbinaryPride

Zum heutigen international non-binary peoples day hatte ich eine richtig schöne Situation auf Arbeit. Ich war heute bei einem Landgut, wo ich 2 Kläranlagen habe, und heute war die Person da, der das ganze gehört, und meinte zu mir: "ich hol dir mal den Hausmeister, ich bin grade im Aufbruch" und als der Hausmeisters da war, hat die Person mich gefragt, ob ich eine Vorliebe bei Pronomen habe. Ich hab gesagt "dey/ deren" und die Person dann zum Hausmeister: "schaus dir ruhig mit an, dey wird dir alles wichtige zeigen." (Der Hausmeister ist neu.)
Ist irgendwie voll schön gewesen, grade mit dem ganzen transfeindliche Backlash in der Politik, durch den es sich manchmal anfühlt, als wäre die ganze Welt gegen uns.

#InternationalNonBinaryPeoplesDay

I always knew there was something different with gender about me, but the only thing I knew about growing up was binary trans, and I clearly wasn't that.

I'm glad I learned about nonbinary gender. The world makes so much more sense to me now.

#nonbinarypeoplesday #internationalnonbinarypeoplesday

I'm spending #InternationalNonBinaryPeoplesDay being non-binary, with my non-binary nesting partner, and going to a gig with non-binary artists, and seeing non-binary friends, and we'll all be having an excellent time living our true lives and being gorgeous and saying fuck the binary 💛🤍💜🖤

#INBPD #NonBinaryLove

"The contribution of non-binary communities is so important. Not only in terms of pointing out the concrete issues we need to address, and of course many of us already know that black trans women constitute the target of racist violence more consistently than any other community. If we want to develop an intersectional perspective, the trans community is showing us the way." Angela Davis

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My Pronouns are day/dhem, and on this #internationalnonbinarypeoplesday, I thought I might explain why;

I identify as genderfluid, and these neopronouns are supposed to represent the fact my gender identity can change on a daily basis.
While its true that my presentation is largely femme these days. My daily gender identity may not necessarily line up with my presentation.
That might be a bit confusing, but I owe no one any particular presentation; masculine, feminine, or otherwise.

I started doing this after I had a dream where I was having a conversation with my former self;
They appreciated that I was excelling in all aspects of life beyond what I was before, but basically wanted to take the helm again from time to time.
And you know, for someone who's done so much for me, I'm only too happy to oblige 😀

IF YOU EVER SAY THE WORD THEYFAB GO FUCK YOURSELF YOU PIECE OF SHIT

thank you :)

#InternationalNonbinaryPeoplesDay

Happy International Non-Binary People's day to all of our non-binary siblings around the world.

Non-binary people have always existed and always will.

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