Cécilou ♿My #hospitalization is keeping awfull.
Instead going to #parenteral feeding, they decided to force and go through the #enteral feeding probe.
Conclusion : I was sick during the whole yesterday. #diarhea, #shudder, abdominal #pain.
They told me that they won't go to parenteral. And if #enteral feeding doesn't work, then they will release me without any solution.
I promise I tried my best yesterday. But I do not want to be #sick today again like that.
I'll ask the #doctor to stop. I do not care yet if I have to leave with nothing.
I will not be able to use this solution daily based. Like : Never.
That will be a hard talk for sure. I'll argue I was a good patient, tried 5 times, got #sick / #puke 5 times. They will tell me to do one last test with nutrition. And I'll camp on my position and say no. I prefer leaving with no solution than with one who makes me sick. They will tell me they don't have anything else to propose. And I will say : "ok, but what you propose makes me sick". So I won't go again one last time on it.
If you can't propose something here, then ask for my transfer to beaujon (another #hospital).
I'm #mad and #sad about this situation. I went to LM (this hospital) because I wanna a feeding probe. And now, this situation is terrifying me and making me puke.