I, the incredibly highly sexed person who is also shockingly bad at and dissatisfied with solo masturbation... made myself come twice before getting out of bed this morning.

It's currently early days, to the point where "is it the T or something else" definitely comes into play, and it's not like I wasn't given a thing or ten to come over last night, but I suppose the point of recording data is to monitor trends.

For context, I tend to experience post-masturbatory depression and sometimes vicious flashbacks to things I'd rather not engage with outside controlled conditions. Not every time, but often enough that it's not worth it for me, and I've generally found self-induced solo orgasms hollow for a variety of reasons.

That's even more the case with vibrators instead of fingers, grinders or other stimulation devices.

That said, I was using a suction vibe - a Satisfyer Pro 2. I prefer these focused sucking and ring-vibration sensations to standard vibrators, which deliver a very forced, mechanical feeling orgasm (which can work under certain conditions, but doesn't always appeal and carries baggage for me). There's still an element of that with this type of toy, but I very much didn't care/didn't find it a negative in this instance.

Anyway, it's likely just as attributable to working through some sexual things lately, but if I get "be less averse to solo masturbation" as a hormonal transition bonus, I certainly won't complain.

#testosterone #TestosteroneDiary #masturbation

From the first week on T, I occasionally would find myself suddenly dropping to the floor because of overwhelming growing pains from my dick. So it was just me rolling back and forth, curled up for a minute or so repeating "It's gonna be worth it, It's soo worth it". It got less frequent pretty quickly, and eventually stopped happening completely.
It was totally worth it.
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#tDiary #testosteroneDiary

It is too cold in the room where I store and take my T. (not for storage for the T, I think it's still in range, but for my comfort it's definitely too cold)

This is not an experience I enjoy. Injecting a cold substance into my body is a weird feeling that I don't like.

No bleeding today though! That means no bandaid. I finally had to give up on putting on cute/fun bandaids no matter what. I have too much belly hair now lol

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Did the thing where I injected testosterone into the fatty layer just beneath the skin on my belly.
I've been having a tough time getting it not to hurt lately. Looking forward to figuring out the cause and stopping that from happening.
Can verify this time it wasn't that I still had alcohol that hadn't dried.

Oh well, have topped up my levels of boy juice and slapped on a bandaid that's *out of this world* (space themed lol). So I'm happy.   

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I think my veins are starting to stand out more visibly on my hands?? How delightful!! :D

#transJoy #testosteroneDiary

Got a new shaving brush and stand for it a few weeks ago. (I'd been using leftover cans Barbasol from a pie throwing class for ..the entirety of my adventures with #safetyRazors up until now)

Slapping foam onto my face with this thing and shaving my sad excuse for a beard is a great #MasculineJoy moment :) I used a mug I got when I was in Germany to foam up the suds and it was a lot of fun!

Aaaaand it means that my mask seals properly when I have to go to the store!

edit to add #tDiary and #testosteroneDiary tags as I suddenly remember that if I wasn't on it, I wouldn't have grown the facial hair I have lol.

#wetshaving #safetyRazor

I did my T shot yesterday, I just wasn't here enough to share it!
I don't know if I rushed it and did it while the alcohol was still wet on my skin or what but it stung quite a bit :(
But, a cute space bandage was applied, and I'm happy!

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Had the absolute privilege today of showing a trans guy how to do his own shots.

I demonstrated by doing mine, then talked him through doing his own, including helping actually push his hand through the motion of injecting (with warning of course).

Then I ate a fuckass big bowl of praline ice cream and am on my way now to fight God...and win.

#transMasc #transgender #hrt #testosteronediary

There's nothing quite like commiserating with your cis younger brother over impending (and beginning) hair loss.

There's also nothing quite like realizing that the men in one particular line of your family *don't* lose their hair, and that yours is much more like that line's than your brother's already thinning hair is.

lol

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