I guess I did learn how to ask for help - I just knew anything else would be a detriment to my wellbeing -, but right now, my lifelihood depends on the help and kindness of others, which I'm infinitely grateful for, but…
I can't but feel like a huge burden on all of them. I know I'm not, but precisely because I was raised like this, there's still the thought of "How could I deserve this?" creeping up 
RE: https://void.lgbt/objects/c7891ae9-ab5a-4df7-a2aa-d1743accc82b
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