kelarima (Desperate Revival Arc)I am really, super duper positive – in my heart – that if I cut myself right now, it would feel fantastic. Really let out some energy. I’ve wanted to do it off and on for AGES I swear to god. I haven’t yet but it’s definitely not a one-off. I want to ruin my thighs actually since they’re the only part of me that looks good. #Big #thigh #gashes #please. Thank you very much. Thinking of chugging some strychnine if I don’t pass in the next few months. I could cut my face instead but ow. It’s a lost cause though. Living outdoors for a year ages you so much. Cutting my wrists is blase. Outmoded. Not gonna do it, “another trans bitch cuts wrists” NO thank you, I am original. I’ve already nearly bled to death from the neck once and it wasn’t THAT painful. Not like a migraine. You can probably get killed in ways that are worse than a migraine but you’d have to be a real fuckin moron to do them to yourself. I didn’t die though obviously but I was more or less dying, like I told my mom I was cold and everything. Before you say “oh how horrible for her,” she really didn’t have to take so long to get me to the hospital, but yeah everyone involved got ptsd but me.
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