Babbling… 🤯

Lately, my brain has been in an overdrive. Struggling to find a working routine with my young little dude. Missing out on things that usually help me to cope, like visiting the gym. Missing out on decent nights where I can get come good quality sleep. Worrying if I am doing things right when it comes to raising Koa. Struggling with a lack of spoons, well, a lack of any type of cutlery, to be honest. Dealing with more physical pain. Partially due to the teeth of my little dude... Partially due to the stress, the lack of a proper routine that can help me relax at times... My brain has been trying to compensate for all the changes, for all the discomforts, for the lack of spoons... I have been dealing with feelings of loneliness. I have been searching for any type of connection, to be seen, to be acknowledged. And somehow, my brain keeps thinking of new things to write about, to share, to deal with. I keep starting to write things, and then, after a little while, I think of something new that I need to write about instead. It's my ADHD going all 💯 in! But... How can I keep this up, and, even more important, how can I can get my brain back to its more "normal" levels? […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/06/20/babbling-%f0%9f%a4%af/

On and on and on… ♾️

This is definitely not the first time I write a blog post with a topic title like this. And yeah, maybe that is a part of the "infinity" in it all. But, with all the recent and not so recent events happening, my brain is doing that "overthinking" thing again. And often, one of the things that helps me with that, is when I whip out my phone, or my tablet with the BT keyboard, or even my new PC these days... I need to write about it... I don't know if you have been following my blog and all the stuff I've been sharing. Or if you just "stumbled" upon it because of... Well , many reasons can be put here... So I will leave that open, and I just want to say "Welcome 🌸 " and thank you for checking out my babbling corner of the interwebs. I will try not to repeat too much of what I've been sharing recently, and when I do, I will try to link the original blog post to it, for those that may be interested. 😇 […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/06/07/on-and-on-and-on-%e2%99%be%ef%b8%8f/

Hey brain 🧠

...whatcha doin'? As I've mentioned a few 😉 times here already, sometimes my brain keeps going back to the same topics again and again. Sometimes it's easily explained, as it's something that's currently important in my life, like when I was preparing to move, or now with the preparation with the upcoming surgery. Sometimes it's something that is "in need of an answer or explanation", and I just can't seem to find those, so I keep pondering on it. And sometimes, I just start to write and it pops up as I go along... And I do keep sharing all these posts. Maybe it's just for me? But maybe it can also show others that they're not alone, if they have these recurring thoughts as well. I don't know if it's more of a NeuroSpicy 🌶️ treat, or if NT folks have "issues" like this as well... But lately, with my ADHD being more present at times, it seems to be happening more... […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/04/07/hey-brain-%f0%9f%a7%a0/

Out of control brain

I've always had a busy brain. A million thoughts. A thousand ideas. All these plans with things that I would love to do. Busy, busy, and very busy. I never knew any better. And, before I got Fibro, I was able to keep up with my brain, I was able to keep it satisfied and content. But, as my body was failing to keep up with the activities that my brain was used to, I started to struggle some. For about 1,5 years now, I have been taking ADHD meds and... They meant a change for me. I had a little less issues with getting to sleep. I was able to focus on things better. To actually make plans of things that I was able to do. And, even though it was less than my brain was hoping for, it was at least a bit easier to satisfy it with the things I could do... […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/03/21/out-of-control-brain/

Hello world. 👋
Woke up at 5:00. Sleep left the building and refused to come back. It will probably return about 12:00, just before I go to work. #Sleep #Insomnia #BusyBrain

Up too late but finally crashing. Blame @jaycie for putting this bug in my brain. Literally. #gameDesign #busyBrain #cardGames