Basically, if a thing doesn’t exist in my #planner then it doesn’t exist in my brain. I have no idea why I’m wired this way but I can’t get electronic calendars to work for me - I need the visual spread of events.

Scheduling time for creative work means I prioritize that creative work instead of getting sidetracked, which is great. But seeing it laid out on paper also gives me a tangible record of things I am DOING to flip through when I feel like a loser who never gets anything done.

Perhaps, just perhaps, I should not have started my day with a playlist of covers of Leonard Cohen songs.

a = still grieving a lot of loss this year.

b = seasonal depression

c = Jeff Buckley’s version of Hallelujah

a+b+c= crying in my car on the way to work

Good times!

I am countering this with the #CommunionAfterDark covers episode. It’s going to be a morning.

I gotta start tagging better. #queer #femme and so on.

Tl;dr: gd Instagram brows need maintenance.

I wonder if there’s, like, an instance based on sharing and discussing femme skills. I’m plucking my eyebrows and I can talk about eyebrow shaping forever but also it’s a pretty specific interest but also also I’m not looking for a mainstream beauty situation. I want big queer aesthetic conversations and femmes across genders.

And also maybe new tweezers.

Dammit.