ACAB
They/She | white.
Native #Oregonian coast kid transplanted to #Portland, keeping the updates mostly local and personal.
I work mostly in cannabis and I have a passion for watching TV and Cinema, reading (and occasionally writing) Science Fiction and Fantasy.
I love video games, anime, and music.
Filling a lot of my free time learning Japanese, and how to code in python and html/css.
Had a lovely camping trip on the coast with friends to commemorate the end of summer and let go of some of my recent emotional damage.
I think perhaps the hardest thing is that, while this decline in romantic attraction had been steady for awhile before, once I started transitioning, I had a conundrum.
The only person who I really cared about the way they saw me, who I wanted, almost needed, to have see me as beautiful and sexy, to desire and want me in my new changing body, had already stopped feeling that way for me. And so I was left to feel ugly and undesirable by no fault of anyone, and that has been fucking me up.
I've been really struggling lately, just to keep myself held together. It's hard.
My girlfriend of 2¾ years broke up with me on Friday, and we still live together and are trying to be friends, which is hard but will be worth it, my uncle is currently dieing as we speak, and the morning we found out he had leas than a week left to live, i got laid off from my job of 4 years.
I guess you could say "bro, I am straight up not having a good time"
Palia beta announced!!!!
sign up w my link so I can get free cosmetic items.
https://accounts.palia.com/sign-up?referral=4de6faa3-33f0-486f-aae5-c33bf70dc3e6
#palia #cozygame #mmo #mmos #cozymmo #videogames #farmingsims #betatesting #relaxinggame
Why aren't there death metal or just even heavy metal musicals?
Why was the rock opera the last heavy step musicals took?
