dear @neilhimself (+Terry, if you're reading this)

No.
just NO.
this is unacceptable.

my alexithymia cannot cope with this.

YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO US!!!!!!

people who know me well keep warning me to "brace myself" for S2 of Good Omens. it's making me a wee bit scared. especially since S3 has been announced, but won't be out for years.

should i wait? or go hard @neilhimself?

(already rewatched S1 in readiness, and seen first 2 eps S2. might be too late... 🥹🥹🥹)

it’s taken me a while to process the death of Sinéad O’Connor, Shuhada Sadaqat, but now i have had some time to do that, and had some conversations with people close to me about it, i want to come out of my online hiding and share some things.

https://unfeesable.substack.com/p/sinead

hive mind, can you help me find my ideal #mindmap #conceptmap tool?

i want it to work on all platforms, allow you to hand draw a map and then digitise it, where all those nodes are also databased (not just 'outline view' but fully searchable/sortable). and ideally also has collab functions (maybe via dig whiteboard or equiv) as well as export/easily viewable to private group online (in its fully dynamic form).

been looking for this unicorn for years. it probably still doesn't exist yet.

ta!

i want to shout something new from the rooftops. & i want to hold it safe, secret, give it the time & respect it needs & deserves to fully come into its own being.

i am scared of what it means, & thrilled by the same. i fear i am too much & not enough, that i will break this, & me, by being too much, not enough, in imperfectly managed measures.

growth is complex. it glitters with tantalising potential.

i am here, cautiously, patiently, openly, bravely, for all it has to teach me 🧡