long ass rant and this fucking word count doesn't suffice so screenshot it is

#jiraidon #jirai

the experience of being 90% ur friend has bpd and seeing him get a new fp after constantly splitting on his last one and it driving him crazy until they went no contact is an experience like no other
i can't save him i just have to watch
"he's the only one that understands me and we're completely the same" that's what you said about your last best frieng/gf/fwb until you wanted to lwk kill her but ok i'm glad you're happy

#jiraidon #jirai

i'm so tired of trying to talk to my friend because he doesn't seem to care about any of my stuff and either talks about his awesome new best friend or just says how he wouldn't care about the stuff i'm doing if he was doing it because he hates everything now
and then he wonders why we don't talk as much anymore

#jiraidon #jirai

cut my arms, i'm so fucked
if someone finds out i'm done for

#shdon #jiraidon #jirai

RE: https://mastodon.social/@altarofdivinesickness/116252161712184117

i found a piercing place that does septums for 16+ without the need for parent consent i'm saved from infection !! it's 40€ tho x_x

even my old friends laugh about me 3yrs later why the fuck

#jiraidon #jirai

oh great to know i'm still a joke in my old school 3yrs later when i haven't even talked to any of them for that nearly 3 years what the FUCK

#jiraidon #jirai

catching up with a friend again and everything she's telling me sounds so absurd but IT'S FUCKING REALL I'M TWEAKING OUT

#jirai #jiraidon