I miss when I had access to cigarettes. I only tried smoking them once and it made me sick but I used to put them out on myself a lot. the scars from it are faded though I can't even see them anymore </3

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I'm getting a shower chair soon I'm actually really excited for it I'm gonna be able to take a full shower every day

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I might make a list of reasons I want to get skinny. I feel like it would be motivating to go back and look at it

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GUYS İM BRİNGİNG MY TURKİSH JİRAİ FRİENDS ON THE APP!!! YAYAYAYYYY(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

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Es mi o alguien más. Y no tengo eso alguien. Así que me daño. No hay una otra opción.

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sometimes when I go over my limit I purposely cause a flare up by exercising for longing than I should. it's like a punishment for binging </3

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so my mom comes in my room and asks me if I want to see some “cute videos.” Meanwhile I am actively crashing out, which I know showed in my voice. And when I say no she gives me this exaggerated sad face. Girl u are not helping I hit myself as soon as u left the room. Go tf away

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I've been doing so good lately and then I fucked it up and binged </3 I'll go on a walk later to fix it but I'm so mad at myself

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I hate when I'm holding back tears in class and it comes out my nose instead

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I wanna like just crawl into my darlings ribcage and live there I'm tired of dealing with other people <//3

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