its an angel day, but I havent made wings yet, so dog tail it is!!!

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my dads gonna b ao confused when he brings me food up lmao

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I dont feel feminine enough :(

the humble pigtails:  

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i hate constantly feeling like everyone hates me and needing constant reassurance and asking for it makes me feel like they hate me for even asking and im so annoying
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Boyfriend let me freely rant about all my violent and self-destructive tendencies life is GOOD
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i could never weigh myself daily looking at the scale makes me paralyzed from fear
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why cant i ever lose weight no matter how hard i try. ive literally been fat since i was a kid and everyone made me feel like shit about it and its all their fault im terrified of food
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feeling very horrible rn
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