Minstrel Witch of the Desert. Zen-studying🏳⚧ magical catgirl, fighting her fear
37 y/o Utahn indie game/app/web dev, author and IT support. Mooncat Pokémon Professor, judge and organizer. Part of the dev team for the Dialogic plugin for Godot.
I post the weirdness of my life, stuff about synths, Pokémon, gamedev, writing, and other things. A lot of stuff about being trans as well. Reposts will be unpredictable.
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Thinking about it some this evening, about the fact that my dysphoria about not being able to bear children comes and goes in waves and has since I started in my 30s
Last year when I had finally cracked, it was in the middle of a wave of that. So I spent the first couple weeks not even wanting to try beginning to transition. Because I was dysphoric and depressed and couldn't see why I should even bother because I couldn't get what I wanted to be able to do
Well. yknow what? Might as well put the more detailed feelings of my envy of Sarah as a kid, without recognizing it, into the story I'm writing right now. About a trans girl who I based way too much on myself over the years whose situation is WAY too unintentionally close to mine
Also, since it's contextually in a story with other stuff going on, I'll tag with the #AIArt tag, and include the image I got from Stable Diffusion that inspired the "creatures in the outside world"
I've got a magic item in a storyline I'm working on called the Crown of Wonderland. Had the idea pop into my head this morning to try just feeding that into Stable Diffusion to see what I get
I'm traveling and don't have access to my own setup, so don't have the anime models I usually use. I thought an online one would try and give me a physical object... Instead I seem to have stumbled upon some art template it's trained on?
Meanwhile, I suddenly get messaged by a DIFFERENT egg coworker, who went with his roommate and roommate's trans son to a furry convention today:
coworker: At a family feud for furries....question about sexiest furry, catgirl doesn't make the board.. disappointed
Me: *linking the pic I have attached *
coworker: ......I'm not sure I needed to know that second definition
coworker: My wife says I'm like a cat
It's... not a great manga, for multiple reasons. But I just stumbled upon a oneshot Bridget hentai doujin from like 2012, and the fact that the manga has this character calling Bridget trans - even tho it's with a Japanese slur for trans women - amuses me greatly 
Brisket related, because this is always perfect to use for her
