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RE: https://mastodon.social/@mackayim2022/116269195338357478

Australia's racism was always there. When you don't try to get rid of it, it pops up and then people say "That's not us!".

It totally is "us".

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#fiction

Hoben did not call it anything.

The wagon was what it was. A Conestoga wagon with the bones of another century and the smell of old canvas that never quite left. He had cut it open in places and sealed it in others. Light had to be controlled. Light ruined everything if you let it in where it did not belong.

Inside it was dark even in daylight. The kind of dark that felt thick. Chemical. The shelves were tight with bottles and glass and tools that had no replacements left in the world. He checked them often. Not because they changed. Because everything else did.

He walked beside the horse.

The road was still there, in the way a scar is still there. Cracked and lifting. The lines faded to ghosts. Grass growing through what used to be movement. He did not remember the sound of traffic anymore. Sometimes he tried. It came back wrong.

The air carried nothing.

No engines. No voices. Just wind and the slow creak of wood and harness.

He listened anyway.

You always listened.

⸻

He saw the place before they saw him.

Smoke. Thin. Careful.

He stopped the wagon where the road dipped and waited. There was no hurry in this world. Hurry got you seen too soon or not at all.

They came out in ones and twos. Shapes first. Then people. Weapons low but ready. He raised a hand. Slow.

He did not speak.

He opened the box.

The photographs inside had edges worn from handling. He did not let people touch them unless he had to. He turned them so they could see. Faces looking out from another time that was not another time at all. Just earlier. Just held.

One of them stepped closer. A woman. Hard lines. Sunburnt skin. She did not look at him first. She looked at the images.

“You make these.”

It was not a question.

“Yes.”

She took her time. “They last?”

“If they are kept dry.”

She nodded once. That was enough.

“You can come in.”

⸻

They watched him set up.

They always did.

He placed the tripod and pushed it down until it would not move. The camera came out wrapped in cloth that had once been clean. He uncovered it piece by piece. Wood. Brass. Glass. Things that did not belong anymore but still worked if you treated them right.

People gathered. Not close. Never close at first.

Children stayed back the farthest.

“Stand here,” he said.

A couple came forward. Older. Tired in a way that did not leave. Their hands found each other without looking. He adjusted them. Turned their shoulders. Lifted the man’s chin a fraction.

“Do not move.”

They nodded. They would try.

He looked at them for a moment longer than he needed to. It mattered. Where they stood. How they leaned. What stayed.

“Stay,” he said again.

⸻

Inside the wagon the air burned.

He poured the collodion slow. Watched it flow across the glass. It had to be even. It had to be right. There were no second chances left in the world for this.

The silver bath took the plate. He counted under his breath. The numbers meant less than the rhythm.

He thought of nothing else.

He could not afford to.

He lifted the plate, wet and breathing. Slid it into the holder. Closed it.

Outside the light felt too bright.

“Hold,” he said.

He set the plate into the camera. Pulled the slide. Took off the cap.

The world narrowed.

The wind dropped. Even the horse went still.

He counted without counting.

Then it was over.

⸻

The image came slowly.

It always did.

In the tray it started as nothing. Then a shadow. Then a shape. The line of a shoulder. The pale of a face. The dark between two hands held too tight.

He watched it come up like something surfacing from deep water.

Too long and it would choke. Too short and it would never arrive.

He stopped it when it felt like it might slip away if he waited another second.

The fixer cleared it. Made it real.

He held it up.

They were there.

Not as they had been. As they had held themselves for that moment. Fixed. Quiet. Still.

He stood there longer than he meant to.

⸻

When he stepped out they were waiting.

They always were.

He tilted the plate so the light would catch it just enough.

A sound moved through them. Not loud. Not anything you could name. Something held back.

The woman stepped closer. She saw herself. Saw him. Saw the way their hands had not let go.

She touched her own face like she was checking it.

“That is us.”

“Yes.”

She looked at him then. Really looked.

“What do you want.”

“Food. Water.”

She nodded. No argument.

⸻

He stayed.

There was nowhere else to go that night.

More came forward. One by one. A boy who could not keep still and then tried too hard. A man who stood like he expected judgment. A woman who would not look at the lens until the last second.

Each plate took something out of him.

Focus. Time. Breath.

Each one left something behind.

Proof.

⸻

He left before the sun cleared the line of broken trees.

They brought him what he had asked for. A sack. A jug. No more than that. No less.

“You come back,” the woman said.

He did not answer right away.

The road waited. It always did.

“Maybe.”

She accepted it.

They always did.

⸻

The wagon moved. The horse knew the way even when there was no way left to know.

The place behind him became smaller. Then it was gone.

Inside the dark, the plates rested. Still wet. Still changing.

He thought about them sometimes as he walked. The way a moment could be taken and held. The way it could outlast the people in it.

Or not.

Nothing promised that.

He walked beside the wagon, listening to the quiet that had replaced everything.

Carrying faces.

So they would not disappear as quickly as the rest of it had.