idk why I'm so scared of it, I still have yet to go retrieve my first dose of hrt meds from the pharmacy and it's kinda stressing me out... I'm kinda in the phase of wondering if I'm doing the right thing and if it will truly work out... I was at an event this weekend as my "old" self and realizing there's currently like 3 entities living 3 "separate" lives in my head ("old" self, Charlotte the "human" and Charlotte the "puppy" (line is truly blurry between those 2)) and realizing the Charlotte kinda only exists as an online concept? like sure, I'm not out to many people I care about (the people I know irl) but it's still kinda making me question if instead of the "old" self will transition into the Charlotte or if it will basically stop "kill it off" to become the Charlotte... this shit probably doesn't make sense...

the charlotte is such a faggot puppy,,, it can't wait to have an owner to love until the end of time to control it,,, injecting it with so much things to make it the best slut possible,,, 

not petting puppies on puppy day is a crime...