I hate pain so much.
BeingMe420 (she/her)
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She/her #Audhd w/#hEDS #longcovid #intractablepain Looking for my ppl in this antimask world! #queer đłď¸âđ #psychonaut đŤ tarot & numberology I live for my senior dogs & low pain days. Masking = LOVE đˇ
It sucks that instead of supporting the immunocompromised & protecting our childrenâs immunity during a pandemic, we are showing the next generation that if they become immunocompromised, they deserve to be abandoned too. That theyâll be disposable, too. #COVIDIsntOver #CovidIsNotOver #MaskUp #WearAMask
More than 25% of kids develop #LongCovid & my heart breaksâŚthey will be abandoned by their peers like their parents have abandoned us (even before the pandemic) #CovidIsntOver #WearAMask
https://www.cnn.com/2023/01/14/health/long-covid-children/index.html
Future generations will be appalled to what is happening.
Many of the current generation will no doubt be grappling with long Covid, themselvesâŚ
Do parents not expect fallout if theyâre the reason a beloved grandparent got COVID & died?? (Accidents happen, I mean those continuously refusing to mask or take precaution).
Or if their child gets COVID before any core memories & it could have been prevented?
Why is no one thinking of anything more than instant gratification? #CovidIsntOver
I feel so incredibly alone. I love my BF, we need more than each other. Disabled folks need more than their our care takers. Our caretakers need support so they donât get get burnt out, supporting us. The exhaustionâŚwatching a loved one be abused, gaslit, mistreated, by the medical system & being left to suffer in pain is traumatic.
We are both trying so hard to support each otherâŚto lift each our up, when both our tanks are empty.
"Being needy" is having unmet needs. Maybe needy folks aren't any more needy than the rest, they're "needy" simply because their needs are unmet.
& if that's the case...
Why are we so quick to insult the person trying to have their basic needs met ... instead of those around them, that are so quick to refuse helping them meet their basic needs?
& if that's the case...
Why are we so quick to insult the person trying to have their basic needs met ... instead of those around them, that are so quick to refuse helping them meet their basic needs?
I honestly feel so alone lately.
So. Alone.
Iâm given ketamine microdoses orally. Doesnât do much for pain. But since I wonât try LDN, they wonât help me with other options. Suddenly they say they wonât refill ketamine unless I drug test. Iâm not leaving my house unnecessarily.
& I love when receptionists at doctor offices hang up on me when Iâm asking them to stop being so condescending (bcuz they all seem to hat #CPPs) I am soooooooo sick of this triggering treatment.
Will we ever be able to attend holiday gatherings again? So many loved ones have chosen âtemporaryâ estrangement over taking precautions so we can be included. Every single year this happens, theyâre pushing us further & further away. We need family & connection.
Most therapists arenât masking⌠theyâre going to be dismissive of the effects society anti masking is having on those of us who have been completely abandoned. How are we supposed to heal from this? #BringBackMasks #COVIDisntOver
Feeling really depressed. Is this my life? Even if COVID ever gets better⌠many of those I loved so deeplyâŚhave proved my life doesnât matter to them. How do I go back to that? How do I forgive people who donât care or want to be forgiven.. because I donât matter to them?