Had a lot of intrusive thoughts today and suddenly realized that part of them just aren't fixed in my brain. I remember them, I just don't understand the exact reason they exist. Like parent's harsh words that didn't connect to the situation back there. And they still don't connect now. Especially now: I know those were empty threats. And now I have them, roaming in my mind on an impossible quest to where they belong.

Returning after a break with no promises to stay... Tbh, last days I wondered why Mastodon didn't worked quite well for me. And... that's kind of funny? The reason is the same as it would be in any "corporate web" service: I'm not interesting. And I can't blame people, I don't feel like I would be an interesting read even to myself. The irony...

For some reason this is the ONLY time I did christmas/new year type of art.
I based this hedgehog on my plush toy. Meet Ezh the Hedgehog! He loves strawberries and cozy sweaters.
#art #mastoart #hedgehog #marker #markers #traditionalart #cute #strawberry

My favourite piece of 2025. Zasada the Chinchilla and her friend Magpie.
#art #mastoart #traditionalart #markers #marker #chinchilla #magpie #bird