@steff @YKantRachelRead I find trans people who defend underdosing even more depressing
"but they're a doctor, they know best" girl please 
@anhedonie @steff @YKantRachelRead just also remembering the one video from mardipantz where she casually drops that a bunch of her friends died from cancer given to them from estrogen overdosing.
I think it *used* to happen a lot but, near as i can gather the problem was it was not bio identical to human estrogen and also… estrogen pills are just kind of a bad way to do it cos the liver tries to process the estrogen. Estrogen being a normal thing for a liver to encounter in the course of digestion of animals and plants.
It can be synthesised to perfectly match human hormones, and near as i can gather it’s made from beef fat. i think. or from taro. it’s hard to tell- at a certain point it’s just “estrogen” and impossible to know where it came from
@steff @anhedonie @YKantRachelRead every doctor is different and, well, I am not trying to defend intentions or defend under dosing. Just that doctors are human and i have noticed, hold on to wildly outdated medical information like pet superstitions all the time; patients , especially trans patients need to be constantly vigilant about all kinds of wrong outdated nonsense their doctors believe
and well, if they’re *worried about regret*, then cancer risk can be a convenient legit sounding excuse for that