Heavy is the weight of existing in a world in where you simply do not belong, for when your mind is traversing parallels and dimensions that modern math can not even fathom, exhausting is an existence where poverty and disability dictate what and when you can eat what you can do, when you may even have the strength to be, tiresome is the existence in where basic language simply fails to explain the pain you exist within, redundant is the effort to communicate with others for they simply lack the mechanics and comprehension of your mind, your soul, your existence your very being, exhaustive is an existence where everything should be simple, yet the world conflates convolutes and abstains from rational logic, I am tired of humans, I am tired of being in constant pain, I am tired of not being able to afford the basic things people need to live, I am tired of being expected to portray myself as ok normal functioning giving a shit ect, I am exhausted and for this wretched existence there is no respite, there is no end, just a continuing loop I am forced to both bear and endure;

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