a decade ago i went through a long period where i had no friends, no money, no memory card for my ps1, and too much free time every night

one month, i sat down and played Final Fantasy VIII every night. because i had no memory card, the game was effectively in insta-permadeath mode: one bad decision in battle could kill the entire party.

that forced me to play very conservatively. i grinded every random encounter until my characters were overpowered for the area. this ensured that i'd never get accidentally ganked in battle. every night, i'd turn off the tv and leave the PSX on overnight.

after several weeks, i had made it about 40 hours into the game, and hit a nice cinematic reward cutscene. i sat back to enjoy the fmv: the party ran across a bridge, fleeing as the bridge disintegrated behind them. except it was weird: the party just stood there as the bridge collapsed.

......................

it was an *interactive* cutscene, and i was supposed to run the party the rest of the way myself.

the bridge collapsed, and they all died. the game over screen rolled.

i stood up, shut off the PSX for the first time in a month, and screamed

that was the last time i played FF8.

10 years later, i still don't have any friends or money, but i DO have a memory card.

is it time ff8? 🤔

#psx #retroGaming #finalFantasy #ff8

@vga256 Now I’m wondering if there’s a 90s RPG that *hasn’t* hurt you horribly….
@ThreeOhFour i can’t resist self mutilation
@vga256 I actually struggle to finish RPGs on consoles. I wish I understood why. I don’t think I’ve ever managed it once. And yet I love PC RPGs.
@ThreeOhFour me too. part of the horror with consoles are the painful save systems half of the time.
@vga256 Yeah and for me a lot of the ones I’ve tried have been JRPGs and the boss battles just go too long if you don’t pass them. If I sit through 40 minutes of a boss battles and then it changes forms and TPKs me then I don’t really have much interest in replaying it. I can do so many other things in 40 minutes.
@ThreeOhFour haha i had a mild spaz waiting for the 30-45 seconds for each spell/summon animation to finish playing, EVERY time i cast them. jrpg boss battle style gaming has to be one of the most tired genre mechanics that became a (global) standard in the past 20 years
@vga256 I have to assume it was inspired by big epic fight scenes in anime. But yes, I think hoping that people will have patience with that sort of thing is a bit optimistic.
@ThreeOhFour some day i'll shock the world with my 'poke boss with poisoned dagger and then sleep outside the dungeon for 3 weeks until it dies' based mechanics
@vga256 I mean I would be all in favour of that kind of system!
@ThreeOhFour @vga256 I'm having flashbacks to the end boss from Mario & Luigi Partners in Time. Brilliant game otherwise, but even with cheats, the final boss took me literal days to get through