charli !!Apr 3

i wish i could just eat normally still. the most i can get myself to eat is 100kcal and that’s pushing it.

today i had ~91kcal dinner which is already 10kcal more than i usually eat. my total was ~104kcal.

idk how it got this bad. i want to eat what i like. i feel like shit all the time. i literally had a dream where i ate 200kcal or smth and i was crying IN THE DREAM and desperately trying to vomit the food out.

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i don’t even take my vitamins anymore because of the calories they add. i can barely get up in the morning because i don’t have the energy. i’m constantly nauseous. i have to deny food whenever i get offered anything at all. i’m so afraid of gaining weight i sometimes even cry at even the thought of eating more than 100kcal.

but it’s all worth it cuz i’m skinny, right?

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Apr 3 at 5:52amWeb